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    Frozen – Chapter 2 – Cold Flames

    Story written on April 12, 2014 by Bette0Porter.
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    I glanced at the clock for the nth time: it was fifteen minutes to two. The seconds hand was marching to the beat of my heart. It was like my life depended on it. The feeble tic mirrored the loud thud I could feel in my chest. I needed some air; I knew I was panicking. I scoffed at

    I glanced at the clock for the nth time: it was fifteen minutes to two. The seconds hand was marching to the beat of my heart. It was like my life depended on it. The feeble tic mirrored the loud thud I could feel in my chest. I needed some air; I knew I was panicking. I scoffed at the irony of it all. The person who was once able to ease my panic attacks was now the cause of them.

     

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    I still remember how she would, with just a simple word and a gentle touch, ease the stifling sensation. How she would promise me everything was going to be fine; how she made me believe it.

    “Easy, T. You’re going to be fine. It’s okay” the words she spoke still echoed through my mind.

    We’d been together for two years and it was the first time I had one of my usual panic attacks in her presence. I was still working at Alphaville and I had a major crisis due to my job; she had been there to pull me up. The way she took the helm and guided me through it all had been wonderful. She held me, cradled me. I never felt that safe in my entire life. Whispering soothing words and rocking me, she managed to calm me down.

    Feeling safe. That’s how I lived the seven years with her. She was my rock but I didn’t realize I was hers too. We were two  block of stones embedded together. As one of them collapsed, the other one did the same.

    Feeling safe had been the thing I’d been craving for when I gave birth to Angelica. My rock collapsed; I collapsed with her. The same thing happened to Bette when I lost the baby. I collapsed; she collapsed with me. What fools we had been, looking for help out of our relationship, not realizing our salvation was within the walls of our love.

    As Sigmud Freud once wrote in ‘Reflections on War and Death’: It is really too sad that it may happen in life as in chess, where a false move can force us to lose the game, but with this difference, that we cannot begin a return match.

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    2. Shit, this is so heartbreaking. Great writing, i can feel every emotion.

      Is there a chance Tina told Angelica about Bette?

      I understand Bette’s reaction, but i hope she will warm up to Angelica.

      Again, great writing.

    3. “Not one single emotion”, The pain still exists between them and maybe not even Angelica can bridge the chasm. So sad, so sad. Maybe the fire can burn through. PPS

    5. Wow, dear. Now, really surprised me.
      you know how much I love your talent. It was a great chapter and emotions everywhere (mine too)
      I understand Bette’s reaction, it made her survive what happened. but also with Angelica?
      have a bad feeling that you do not do happy end: (
      please posting soon

    6. Wow im speechless, it must took everything in Bette to not go over and kiss and hug Angelica im sure she still believe that’s her child..but I love the way she treating Tina because Tina deserves it. I always wanted Bette to not give in so easily to Tina all the time I mean she needs to work hard to earn her love and trust back…can’t wait til next chapter..loving this

    7. The imagery you used of the flames and the rocks were emotive and describes their past and present relationship well. It is heartbreaking to see Bette behaving so coldly towards Tina and Angie. Looks like Tina has created a monster. Please bring back our girls together again.

    11. You have me hooked on this story. I love the imagery you created with the snow, trees, rocks, flames and lighthouse. I can feel the cold that Tina feels looking out the window and looking at her past. Bette is such an emotional person and for her to be so cold to Angelica is surprising. I hope this is her defensive wall to keep herself together and that she will thaw very soon. Either that or Tina broke her spirit 6 years ago and will have to put it back together like a broken bowl. She may have taken Tina literally when she said Angelica was not her daughter and closed off all feeling for her in order to move on with her life. I can’t wait to read more.

    12. Although it was warm in my living room I’ve got the chivers by Bette’s cold approach of Tina and Angie. I can only hope it’s just an act to hide her true feelings to protect herself. Can’t wait to read the follow up. Thank you for this great story. I’ve read all of your stories and liked all of them but I must admit this one is by far your best. Chapeau!

    14. “Oh, right, you’re here as well. Hi, Tina” and turned back to our friends. And now I understood what Kit’s ‘she’s okay with you being here’ meant: you aren’t here as far as she’s concerned.

      You’re killed me with that line! Oh, to be zeroed out by Bette Porter would make me freeze. You set the anxiety up well! I was hurt at the end. You got me a good way.

      Blackbird

    18. Hey BOP,

      This is heart breaking. I truly felt the emotions of Tina. I’m sure that Angelica will bridge the gap between B and Tee. Tee deserves to be treated that way but I’m sure B is excited to see her ex and ex-daughter?

      Please post soon.

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