“They love me. I never knew how much they loved me. If only they knew that I was here. Watching my friends take care of each other. I wish I could comfort them. Let them know that I will never be far away. I have so much to say to each of them. Where do you begin? They have been my family, my fans, my lovers, my friends. If I could I would tell them all life is too short to focus on the bad.

            Bette and Tina

 show your daughter the good things in life. Let her know how much her moms love her. Put away the anger and move forward. Please let her know that her Aunt Dana was her number one fan. I am sorry we won’t play tennis together. Take care of hertake care of each other. Fight for what you love the most. Take care my friends.

            Shane

 I know you love Carmen. Everyone knows you love Carmen. Don’t let this pass you by, look at melife is not forever. Live each moment as if you were dying. Don’t take anything for granted. Admit how you feel.

            Jenny

 keep pursuing your dream and stop trying to find the love of your life. Sometimes you look up and the love of your life might be a soup chef or a writer for a cheesy LA magazine. Just let her or him come to you.

            Lara

 What can I say? I am sorry that we lost so many months. I loved you. I am sorry I shut you out. I didn’t mean to do it to hurt you, but instead to shield you from the pain of losing me. We would have made it. I know this. I love you now and forever. Take care of Alice for me.

            Alice

 You have been everything to me. My friend, my lover, my nemesis. There is nothing you aren’t to me. Be strong. Know that I always have and always will love you. Please take care of all our friends. Keep my memory alive. You did so well with the chart I am entrusting my memory to you.

            My friends,

The light is getting brighter. Good bye. Good luck. I love you all very much.”