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Shane felt Mary`s hand on her shoulder, as she led her out to the car. Her feet coulden`t hold her up, and she felt emberrast as she tried to walk without falling. She loosened herself from Mary`s hand and stared at her with big green eyes.
“Why do you behave like this?” Mary asked as she walked a few steps back. “And what is all this sarcasm about?”. She didden`t get an answer. Shane closed her eyes. She wanted to tell the truth, but even now, drunk, she coulden`t get together and tell her. Not knowing the reason, she felt betrayed and unwanted, but most of all alone. And she knew it was her own foulth. “You`re just like me.” Shane said declaring. “We`re two of a kind. We just ***** around with people. No feelings, no regrets, no shame. So don`t give me this ***** bullshit. And don`t say you`re not like that cause you told me youreself.” Mary looked at her shocked. “Shane, what the ***** are you talking about? I like Amalie! Is it so hard for you to actually see me falling for someone?”. She gazed at the ground. “You don`t do relationships…well..I do. I just can`t go on living like this. I`ve got feelings, and I know you do to. It`s not my faulth that you ***** it up everytime things is about to go you`re way.”, Mary regretted that sentence even before she`d said it. She started to kick her shoe in the ground, as she saw that Shanes eyes turned shiny. “Shane, just tell me what`s wrong”. Shane was visually angry. “Well, what do YOU think Mary? Don`t you get it?…” Shane breathed heavy when she saw that Mary didden`t understand her.
“It`s funny how you never know what you got, until it`s gone” Shane said, suddanly looking sober as she walked into her car, started the engine, and slowly bagan to drive. Mary stared toughtful at her, and realized that Shane was about to drive away in a condition that was anything but sober. “Shane stop! Don`t drive!…*****” She ran after, but it was too late. “Don`t do this Shane. Please.” She whispered as she saw the car getting out of sight.

You’re gonna miss me, child, yeah.
I gave you the warning,
But you never heeded it.
How can you say you miss my lovin,
When you never needed it?

You’re gonna wake up wonderin’,
Find yourself all alone,
But what’s gonna stop you, baby?
I’m not comin’ home.