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Don’t Let This Be It 3
I will do anything, Bette said earnestly, looking up at Tina. Ill change. Ill be there properly for you and our baby. Ill show you that you and not the ***** CAC come first. These are not empty promises T, I have never meant anything so much in my whole life.
Tina sighed and rubbed her forehead.
Why do you drink so much, Bette? I just cant Tina trailed off.
Why? Bette laughed, sinking down onto her heels and slapping her thighs. Because I cant stand this. She grabbed Tinas hand and placed it over the left side of her chest. Can you feel it? Bette asked, as she bit her lip. I know I can, but can you? Its ***** breaking every time I see you and were not together, T, baby. Its killing me. This is ***** destroying me. I just want to make it a little more numb. Thats all. Just a short break from the awful ***** physical pain I feel every day. Do you see?
I see, Tina nodded, feeling her own heart break as she watched Bettes eyes spill over with tears. Bette looked down at her chest and slowly released her hold on Tinas hand, letting it return to her.
Being around you now feels the worst Ive ever felt. It used to be the best feeling in the world, Bette said, trying to smile bravely and wipe away her tears. And I should have told you that more often, you know? I should have showed you and told you just how happy I was to have you in my life, by my side, as the love of my life. Bette took Tinas hands and squeezed them. Tina smiled softly and squeezed them back lightly. Bette smiled wider and bit her lip. Because you are. And that, T, is irreplaceable. I cannot live this life without you here. Please believe that, T.
I believe that, Tina said softly.
I promise if you give me a second chance, things will be different. Ill tell you how much I love you, Ill put you first, well talk, sort through our problems, well say what we really mean. Ill make everything like it was in the beginning and better. And not for the first few months just for everything to go back to how it was, cause I know thats what youre thinking. For the long haul. I am begging you T, for this.
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(67 votes, average: 3.84 out of 5)
that was sweet :)
thank you for writing it :)
I am enjoying your version of the Bette/Tina story. Thank you.
First thing first, Bette needs to stop drinking, maybe then she will be able to get a handle on her anger, then the two can work on repairing their relationship. Thanks for the update.
This is so heartbreaking I wish they could resolve there diffrences..Please they need each other and have Tina kick Helena to the curb..Post soon I Love this story.
WOW..that was really awesome.. i can feel bette and tinas pain here….great story please continue..
Bette’s going off like a bull in a China shop, and Tina’s trying to sweep fast enough to catch up. But that’s pretty much true to the characters.
Seems like Bette’s got to really try, just a bit, and Tina’s got to really listen, but stand up for herself, just a bit.
Very nice, though.
First time a piece of fan fic has ever brought tears to my eyes. I love it…
sooo heartwrenching! and yet, hopeful… I can’t wait to see where you take us next. i wish tina would tell helena to “step off!”
You’ve got me hanging on every word. Thank you.
aw, i *loved* that. i do so wish we could get some of this on the show. can’t wait for the next chapter.
i have no words…very nice story..i´m a fan now..lol..please post soon..but its sad cuzz in real L word its not gonna do this way…
I am with Amanda ..why can’t we see this on Sun. night! These people have to talk sometime!
nice…
this is very well written. I love this… and three chapters in a row!!!
WOW Bette stop drinking ? you and Tina wish they to resolve there problem I love the story it’s really good Pls. post soon.
Beautiful chapter. This is the Tina I remember and the Bette I know was there. Thank you for seeing the same things I do in these characters.
very touching i love it
Excellent chapter. This is so beautiful and so emotion. Yeah Bette need to stop driking and start to get hersefl together and go through everything with Tina by her side. Please post soon the next one, thank you!
That was so the most emotional thing Bette has done and said that it brought tears to my eyes, please let them work on their problems. Post soon please.
There’s more isn’t there??!! Please!!!
Its not absurd at all that you were writing at 2.00am, jsut like it isn’t absurd that instead of working i am rereading all the chapters you have written!!!!;-) More really,really soon
Excellent I wish we could see this on the show!