“I have never in my life heard such bullshit Bette….” Tina screamed……

“I didn’t want to lose her Tina…You were threatening to take my daughter from me….”

“That still gave you no right to run off in the middle of the night with my daughter…”

“Correction Tina, OUR daughter…”

“No, Bette, no need for a correction, as I have told you already, she is MY daughter….and you better be glad that I didn’t put your ass in jail for kidnapping…..”

“You know what? You have already taken almost everything from me, why not her too? Huh? Throw me in jail…..that would be a definite positive lifestyle change…..atleast there, I would have someone to talk to….”

“Fuck it……I have to go……Henry is waiting for me…..we have to catch our plane back to L.A.”

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It has been 2 weeks since that dreadful weekend….Shane and Carmen haven’t spoken …..hell, noone has heard from Shane at all….and Carm went back to live with her family…. Alice was on the down low most of the time, I hardly even see her anymore, and when I do, she is not her usual, happy go lucky self….she is very depressed…..Hell, I know the feeling……seems as if everyone is depressed cept for Jenny and Moira…Or Max as I have been asked to call him…..er…..her……I mean, whatever…..it doesn’t matter……anyways, they are both happy I guess….from what Jenny has relayed to me, Max is more like Shane now….shaggin every gay man that can be found.……Jenny says the sex change has not only made her physical appearance into a man, but she seems to think more like a str8 man….

And Tina…now that is a whole story by itself……

8 years ago, I met a wonderful woman…….a woman that changed my whole life……a woman that understood my every thought, knew my every thought, even before I voiced it……and over the years, I felt her slipping away…….I don’t quite understand why she slipped, but she did…..I failed……I failed her and I failed myself…….hell, I ran her to men……what kind of wife would run their own wife to a man???

ME….that’s right…..Me…….I was the woman that ran her wife to the arms of another man…..I am the wife that took it upon myself to care about nothing but myself…..how I was dealing with the loss of our son…….how I was dealing with feeling the thrust of losing my most prized possession…….WAIT…….that was it….that was part of it anyways……..she was not my possession….she was my partner……I treated her like she was just something that I owned…I never asked her feelings about losing our son, I never asked her about anything……dammit……..and then, of all people, I cheated……ME…..yes…….ME…….again…….I was the one that went out of our bond and took another woman to bed…..I let another woman do the things to me that Tina used to do……I cheated……….I swept away our whole life in one whisk brush of the broom……right out the door……..I am so unsure of how I am supposed to go on……