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    Emails Back and Forth Chapter 5

    From: PorterB @ CalArtsCtr.com
    To: ChristineK @ NoISP.com
    24 May 2004 7:02 pm
    Tina,
    Whatever you wish is fine. I am so grateful to have some line to communication with you. I miss you so much, though I suspect that will not elicit any sympathy from you, not that I blame you. I hardly deserve your sympathy.
    Please, communicate with me. Say whatever you want to say, baby, as long as you are communicating with me.
    For what it is worth,
    I Love You.
    Bette

    From: ChristineK @ NoISP.com
    To: PorterB @ CalArtsCtr.com
    24 May 2004 8:42 pm
    Bette,
    I am still trying to understand what led us to this place. Chris keeps telling me that marriage takes two to make and two to break. I guess that I am starting to realize that I was at fault for some of the problems in our relationship. However, I never sought comfort in the arms of someone else.
    There is no point in continuing with that. I can keep saying you cheated and you can keep apologizing. That isnt going to get us anywhere except the same not-so-merry-go-round that we are on.
    I need time to figure out if I can forgive you. I need time to figure out how I can let you touch me knowing that you have touched someone else. How can I taste you again knowing that she has tasted you?
    Why Bette? Why wasnt I good enough? Why couldnt you at least have told me that I wasnt good enough and let me walk away with some shred of my dignity intact? Why did you have to destroy my self esteem along with my heart?
    I dont know, Bette. I believe you when you say that you miss me and that you love me. But, I it doesnt help the fear. How do I know that you will still want me? What if I come back and you decide again that you see something in another woman that you obviously dont see in me? I couldnt handle it, Bette. Im not like you. Im not that strong or at least good at pretending that I am strong.
    What could she give you that I couldnt?
    Maybe I can never give you what you want.
    Tina

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    Comments

    1. awesome, awesome, awesome! i actually laughed out loud at the reality show comment and then physically cringed at the newest sandwich combination (perhaps it’s cause i hate coconut, or is it that i strongly believe that tuna and peanut butter, as much as they should be enjoyed, should be enjoyed seperately?). if that’s not good writin’, i don’t know what is. thanks!

    2. Tina is a wee bit hard on Bette,but just as hard on herself. If I was Bette I would be on an airplane. No,that would really make Tina mad. Give her,her space. I believe she will need Bette as a friend in the future. Thanks

    3. Man awesome excellent chapter and you are great writer, now this is time for them to talk and now Tina is talking and tell what she feel. This is goood and love it, post soon. Thank you! 5 stars for you girl!

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