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Feelings… Chapter 2
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“T—Tina, please know that I never had any intention of hurting you—“
“But you did, Bette!” Tina stated angrily, hating that she had allowed herself to become vulnerable and resenting the fact that Bette was trying to justify her actions. She wasn’t going to get away with that to smooth over this major hurdle in their lives. “You were the one who made a conscious decision, somewhere along the way, to cheat on me!
“And why her, Bette? I know you saw that I was somehow rejecting your heritage when we had the argument about Marcus Allenwood as the donor. But I told you it was because I didn’t know him! Am I lacking, somehow, in enough color for you? Were you getting tired of my pale skin and blonde hair?”
“Stop it, Tina! You’re not being fair, and you know that none of that is true!” Bette interrupted, incredulous that Tina would ever think something like that. “I love you, Tina! I made a commitment to you! I wanted us to have a baby…to start our family! It had nothing to do with what you’re saying!”
Tina whipped around, eyes glinting, and said, “Then what was it, Bette? When did it start? How many times did you fuck her, Bette?” She regretted firing these questions off almost immediately. Did she really want to know? Would Bette even tell her? And would she tell her the truth?
Bette took a deep breath as she considered how to respond. “Tina, none of that is relevant right now. That’s in the past. Why rehash all of that?”
“Because it’s what got us here in the first place! What happened—did you seduce her? Where did it happen, Bette? And when? Did you ever feel the least bit guilty? Did I even cross your mind? Did she fuck you so good, Bette, that you couldn’t give it up?” Tina paused as the memory of something she originally saw as insignificant came to the forefront of her mind. “Omigosh—it started while I was in Palm Springs, didn’t it!” she spat out in outrage.
Stung by her angry accusations, Bette bit her lower lip. What was she supposed to say? It was obvious that, in spite of all the time that had elapsed, Tina was still terribly bitter about the affair. If she told the truth, it would hurt that much more. But if she tried not to answer, then Tina would think it was worse than it was—and it was admittedly pretty bad, no matter how she tried to explain.
How could she tell Tina that Candace came on to her—while Tina was in Palm Springs—but she did kiss her back, if only briefly. Or the feelings that got stirred up when she fell into Candace’s lap in the paddy wagon. Or…as she blushed inwardly, the “virtual fuck” in the jail cell. She couldn’t imagine telling her about asking Candace to take her to the B & B and certainly not about what happened in her office.
But Tina had seen her with Candace the night of Provocations. How much did she see? Candace had on the white dress with the deeply plunging neckline, and Bette had fondled the pendant dangling between her breasts. She also touched Candace’s hand lingeringly when they parted. What was she thinking? She did it all right in the entranceway of the CAC where anyone could have seen them!
She realized that a lot of time had elapsed as all these scenes flashed through her head. As she came back to the present, she noticed Tina’s eyes boring into her, filled with anger.
“I must have been right. Fuck you, Bette!”
Tina jumped up from the bed and strode quickly towards the door. Bette, horrified at the sudden turn of events, pleaded, “Tina! I’m sorry! Please…I’m willing to keep talking about this, even though it’s hard!”
“Well, I frankly am tired of it, Bette—all this dyke drama! Men don’t haul all this shit around with them—no wonder it’s so much easier to be with them!”
“Do you really mean that, Tina?” Bette asked, shocked again at Tina’s declaration.
“Damn straight! Pun intended.” With that, she spun around, stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind her.
TBC
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Okay Arr, I am putting my trust in you to keep from breaking of Tibette heart. There is still a lot of pain with the Candace affair. Hopefully Tina will realize that she is just lashing out and that all she does want is Bette.
Bette didn’t have a chance on this one . You ask, you answer. OH Shit thanks
I don’t think that was how that conversation was supposed to go. Damn..I hope you continue soon.
Oh Arr..Look what you done did? Ok…i’m hooked. I need 10 pages or more the next time woman! LOL. I Love the dialogue sooooo much. So real, and this is how this situation should’ve been addressed.I don’t care how they do it, just do. MAn IC, what have you done? Arr is puttting you to Shame. Ok…post soon.
LOL..moreover.I like Tina a little fiesty, and at least she’s talking, so i’m happy. I don’t really need to hear what Bette has to say right now. Tina needs to get some few things off her chest shoot. I applaud her for leaving and slamming the door behind her. But she needs to come back, sooner or later and finish the converstaion. Post soon!
so difficult talk but they need to had it, and trying to move on. very good chapter
WOW!!! Bette you need to tell Tina the Truth and NOW.
Damn drama!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m with Skycaptain on this one…but then I love B so much I’d forgive her anything…lol…but a man T?…after the stunning Bette…you one crazy girl!!!!
Really good chapter arkaycee. I can’t wait to read the next. =)
Only thing Tina did was asked questions…..She didnt even let Bette answer them…..Maybe she isnt ready for the truth…..What she needs to do is go back in that room and let Bette talk to her……And I thought she was suppose to talk about her feelings for men? She turned it around once again…..Post Soon Please!
Damn straight! Pun intended! O.o O.o O.o LMFAO! Well, ark, that was some chapter! Its great to see someone is bringing up this LONG overdue conversation! PPS!
While I have a lot of rage at Tina right now, I think her angle is definitely justified, as well as her anger. Even though I could never be mad at Bette, personally… And going from Bette to ANY man is still… mind-boggling.
Arr! well that took a turn for the non producative kind! Tina is right…there is a lot of dyke drama going on. I certain that you know my feelings in regards to this Tina…but I will continue to read…because you write it so well And I’m curious as to how you’re bringing it around! Good job getting another one out by the way…tough isn’t it?? ;) hehehehe did you copy and paste this as well? huh? huh? I know I did with mine! hahahahahhaha until next time fellow copy and paste (ier) ? huh? sounded better in my head!
I know you saw that I was somehow rejecting your heritage when we had the argument about Marcus Allenwood as the donor.But I told you it was because I didn’t know him! Am I lacking, somehow, in enough color for you? Were you getting tired of my pale skin and blonde hair?” Now THAT for me was the “oh shit!” moment. I totally agree that the FF writers should clue in the TLW writers as to what is dramatic. To even include that as a possible subversive dynamic of their relationship is a true talent. Additionally, with Tina walking off after asking all of those questions leaves me to believe that she was not ready to hear the answers…and neither was Bette at giving them. I like that you have your finger on the pulse of some core issues in lesbian relationships. Please continue to post and more frequently…please :)
I hate it when I am trying to have a conversation with someone and they are talking and answering the questions for you…give Bette a chance to answer…you might not like the answers but the not knowing won’t eat at you like a cancer until you make yourself sick with bitterness. Imaginations can run so wild that we make a bad situation worse in a matter of seconds. Tina get your azz back there and finish talking. Then if you want a dick well then….NO you can’t have one …lol
This wasn’t even a discussion it was a monologue and a temper tantrum it shows Tina’s poor commnunication skills. Also there really isn’t “Dyke drama” happening with them. Infidelity occurs in the hetero world too, so if you want to leave Tina do, at this point don’t blame Bette.
First brb =p
This, my friends, is what I call an “oh SHIT!” moment. Tina stormed off which wasn’t very smart. But after a bit of a cooldown period they should be able to start again with this painful discussion. Please continue!
uh oh……and i agree with lament……that is definately what u would call an “oh shit” moment…..lol……woww……….erm……we need some of these writers on this site, to write for the show, as Ilene seems to have a one track, narrow mind when it comes to bette and tina………bring on some more…….i am waiting……….
Excellent writing. These girls really need to talk. Something we never saw for three seasons
Tina never gave Bette even a chance to explain for herself, but I know by experience that cheating is a terrible thing and it goes beyond dike drama. The longer they wait to bring it out in the open, the more the cancer is spreading. Tina definitely is going to listen to Bette, but she’s not ready at this moment. The anger is still to much there. They both know for sure now that the first brick is placed, the other ones will follow accordingly. You’re doing a great job, thanks for sharing.