Im so fucking sorry guys, I fucked up

I burst into tears, unable to hold them back any longer.

Alice jumped up right away.

Shh Shaneits ok. I understand. I forgive you.

She hugged me tight and I cried on her shoulder.

I never planned on being gone that long, I swear I choked on a new stream of tears.

All my other friends stood up each giving me a hug, telling me its ok and we forgive you.

I was so happy I crashed once again. I guess they do understand why I left, even though they probably dont know the whole story. SheCarmen probably told them. I dont know I could tell you. I bet they totally dont forgive me though.

I woke up the next day. Alice was there with my doctor I suspected.

Good morning Shane, How are you feeling? the doctor asked in a long white coat.

Well I said looking at Alice. She smiled at me. Great now that shits out of my body and even better that Im home!

Great to hear, I just need to know one thingthese drugs aren’t safe, Shane. Looks like youve been using them for a long time.

I know doc, I swear Im done. If I start again I fuc I mean I will get help, but I have my friends to help me?

I said and Alice looked at me and said Yea she does Doc I wont let her touch that shit.

good to know, you have a good friend Shane dont take this one for granted, you can go when you get changed and checked outI dont want to see you in here again, you got it?

Yes sir, I stood up and shook his hand.

Ummm Alice where are my clothes?

They were all bloody, so Dana and I bought you some clothesis that ok?

No, but thanks Ill pay you back, soon I hope.

Well we werent sure what to get you so we got a pair of hip hugger jeans; you know the kind you wore in high school, a tee shit, a pair of chucks and hoodie and your undergarments

 Alice said handing me a bag.

I took everything out.

Alice your amazing I said this is totally my style how did you know?

Well you have the same style that you had in high school? She said. I laughed.

I hugged Alice as I put on my new avatar sunglasses. What do you think Al? I asked as we walked out of the hospital. I was cleaned up and looking hot in what Alice and Dana picked out for me.

Shane no offence if youre as big of a heart breaker as you were in high school, I dont think WEHO has got a chance!

I laugh. Great! Lets get coffee; I havent had any in ages.