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First, Last, & Forever? (Version 2.0 – Chapter 13)
“It makes you a really big mistake in between first and last, Helena.” Tina seethed back at Helena, losing the fight to keep her emotions in check. “Honestly, I never stopped loving or being in love with Bette. And you should have known that, Helena.” Tina took a quick breath, not wanting to lose momentum. “You knew we had just separated when you asked me out, and you knew how vulnerable I was when you seduced me. Helena, it’s completely unfair for you to sit here and try to tell me I don’t know my own feelings, and for you to act surprised.” The strength and conviction in Tina’s voice surprised Helena, as well as Bette, who was still eavesdropping from the hallway.
“Well, if you were so in love with Bette, then why did you agree to go out with me? Parade me around in front of all your friends?” Helena challenged indignantly, rising from her seat. Tina took a deep breath, ashamed of the truth.
“Do you really want to know?” Tina asked, softly, her building rage towards Helena quieted by her own guilt.
“Yes, I think you owe me that much, Tina.” Helena’s hands were on her hips, and Tina thought she was going to start tapping her foot any minute now. Tina took another deep breath.
“The truth, Helena, is that I went out with you to hurt Bette.” Out in the hallway, Bette leaned against the door frame for support, her forehead pressed against the cold metal, trying to hold back the tears forming in her chocolate eyes. “I knew she was upset after she met you in New York, and then I got the grant and she didn’t, and I knew she probably hated you at that moment. I was so angry with her for the affair, and for still having the nerve to call me her girlfriend when she saw you at my office, I knew that seeing me with you would be the one thing that might hurt her just a fraction of how much she hurt me when she fucked the carpenter.” Tina’s tone was now very matter-of-fact.
“All of this is my fault.” Bette whispered to the doorframe, tears now freely flowing down her cheeks, her presence still unknown to the occupants of the room. There was a long pause, and Bette used the opportunity to pull herself together, wiping her face with both hands.
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(2 votes, average: 3.50 out of 5)
I am first and I am enjoying your story. I know most of the fan fiction stories have Tina using Helena to get back at Bette, but I thought Tina was very attracted to Helena and vice versa. I never thought they were in love, but they were definitely attracted to each other and enjoyed each others company for the short time they were together.
*sighs* I love this story! I will keep leaving comments don’t you worry! And let me tell ya that your chapters have more story in them than the show itself!
well steph she sure looked childish..LOL
Steph, chpaters 12 and 13 are to of the best chapters I have read in a long time. Thanks you for this wonderful story. PPS
Helena was a Bi%%h back then. Now she is quite human. Glad that Bette heard most of the talk. Helena doesnt know Bette nor Tina, they are able to take care of things when they come their way. She has a lot to learn. thanks
I love this story, this open and talking Bette and Tina seem to actually have the chance to make things work long term. As I wasn’t around the first time you posted it I’m very glad you decided to share it with us again. Thanks
Its cool. I still don’t dig Helena..and I really didn’t like her in S2. So, I don’t mind her getting hers handed to her. PPS.
Way to go Tina now all we have to worry about is what Helebitch is going to do to try to upset the perfect family pps.
YAY for me, I got to read two within a few hours of one another. This is awesome! I’m still not a huge fan of Helena. I don’t know…I tend to think, once a calculating b*tch, always a b*tch. Can’t wait to see where things go with B&T! Bring it on girl.
i’m glad the dragon is gone LOL and though Rachel claims that Helena in season 2 was falling in love with Tina, all i saw was an attraction…anyway, what’s next?
ya know I gotta tell ya, I got behind on my reading the last few days and now I’m almost glad, these last several chapters are taking me all kinds of places. Your a great writer, thank you for that. Md
Hey Steph, Enjoyed the chapter even though I’m in the minority with liking Helena. I felt it wasn’t until Tina started displaying her feelings for Bette that Helena became defensive and cocky. Anyway, love your story!
That was awesome, funny about the dragond is gone. Bette is cute and now let see more of B&T please, thanks!
Great chapter. Never did like Helena although she seems to have redeemed herself a little bit in the lst season. Never liked her with Tina and her obsession with pregnant women always had me baffled and still does. She is still aspoiled brat and I don’t think she has changed that much.PPS.
As much as I chortled with glee, I think it’s best and honorable to let the other person down easy. Payback can be a b_ _ _ _ _ (and so could S2 Helena)! Thanks!
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nah …helena was a dragon biatch and i’ve been bemused by her ‘sudden’ transformation on the show…great chapter, love what u r doing with them…
My, my–Helena is such a charner! She doesn’t stand a chance, anyway, but she’s certainly not going about this the right way! Bette, of course, shouldn’t have eavesdropped as she did, but I think she needed to hear that, knowing that Tina was clueless about her presence. But drama is sure to come–I knew Helena wouldn’t choose to go away quietly! I guess Tina had to “nicely” tell her to “Step off, b*itch!” Can’t wait for the next chappy, and we’re still waiting impatiently for your other updated story!