Most of her guilt about having the feelings that she had for someone, was because of Alex, her best friend, a straight girlie girl, who had the most charming personality ever. Sweet, intelligent, caring and a bad ass, Alex had made Dana want to be around her all the time. Dana fantasized Alex being the Sun and Dana being the Moon needing Alex to shine. Alex was the first person that Dana really wanted sexually and fantasized about. Her guilt for wanting her best female friend that much was unbearable. She felt that she deceived her friend by letting her believe that what they had was friendship while her feelings were much more than that and probably inappropriate to say the least. All these thoughts about having her, holding her, breathing her kissing her, making love to her were completely out of order and maybe …. degenerate.

The fog was so thick by now that she had to stop the car even if she was in the middle of nowhere. She could not see a thing and this turmoil in her head did not help her driving at all. She stopped at the side of the road with the lights on and waited. The atmosphere was humid, depressing and a little scary. Her vision could reach up to a meter away. She locked the doors and switched on the radio for some music to calm herself down. An hour passed and the fog wouldn’t subside. Dana was really scared now. She didn’t know what to do. She just needed to leave this place as fast as possible. As she contemplated on her options she saw something moving in front of the car heading towards the driver’s door. Her blood froze instantly. After a few seconds that felt like a few hours a dog appeared. A big brown hairy dog. He looked dirty. The dog stopped right outside Dana’s door and just stood there looking straight into her eyes. He didn’t sit down, he didn’t bark, he didn’t make a single sound. He just stood there looking at Dana who was unable to take her eyes off the new living soul inside her little fog free circle. The dog’s behavior made her nervous but at the same time the presence of the most quiet dog she had ever met calmed her nerves. Not more than two minutes had passed by when the dog turned around and began walking. Dana felt the urge to follow him and she did. He kept a slow pace almost like he wanted Dana to follow him. He even looked back a few times to see if she was behind him. So they kept moving forward; Dana driving behind the dog who led the way into the unknown.

TBC