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Foolish Moves 5
Extracts from Bettes Letter to herself
. I wrote to Tina, to in essence tell her, she is free, I accept she no longer wants to be with me and I will not be an obstacle. Of course I lie, I am miles from accepting it, I love her more than life itself, just like Kit said.
. This morning I woke and mouth was dry, my headache fearsome, too much alcohol, I sat out by the pool and let the tears fall and watched the stars.
. Sometimes I wake at 4am or 5am and I know I am hung over and over tired, those and the nights are my worst times. The darkness, the loneliness but in a perverse way I enjoy it, it reflects my life. I sit outside and watch the sun come up and truthfully I dwell on what I lost, a love, a life. I meant what I said to Tina, I will not stand in her way of her seeing other people. it kills me to think about it, another woman touching her, not even in an intimate way, just touching her. Oh my god, I think I am going to be sick, the thought of it. But that was nothing on finding out that she was carrying our child, the child we so both wanted, naturally I will give her whatever she needs, I will not have her or our child go without, no matter the state of our relationship.
. I admit I am angry at her too, very angry but who wants to hear that ? She shut me out after the miscarriage, I didnt feel like I was wanted or needed, I should have spoken. I am angry now she will not let me make this right but honestly if I had the chance how would I make it right ? Can I take the pain away ? No, I cant. I am such an idiot, a fool. I love that woman. I wrote the letter and I know she will not see through it, the only tell tale sign is the occasional smudge but Tina knows me well enough to know I would shed a tear or two when writing it, really who wouldnt ? I am just trying to the right thing, al be it too late. I am angry too she went to a lawyer, she only had to say what she wanted, its hers.
Tinas thoughts : Oh My God, could Alice be right, Bette is suffering and she doesnt want a divorce ? I have to get out of here, I have to think. Bette and I used to go to a park and read our books, lie on each other, have picnics. That is where I will go, it is close. I can walk there.
At Bettes Place
Kit : Come on baby sis, lets get going.
Bette : Coming. (Knowing they were going to THAT park, wondering how shell cope).
Bette decided shed go anywhere at the moment that bought her close to good memories of Tina. Bette closed the door and they started walking the few blocks to the park. On the way Bettes cell rang, she wasnt going to answer it until she saw it was Shanes number.
Bette : Come down to the park Shane, it’s just me and Kit, yes, OK, see you there.
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(49 votes, average: 3.55 out of 5)
Wow this is the hard day for Alice but thing is ok. Alice talk to Bette and she understand Bette not want divorce and she glad that her and Bette are ok, now Tina she try to help her and tell Tina what she think, well now let see what Tina going to do next. Hope Bette and Tina have a talk in the park when they see each other. Please post soon the next one, thank you!