“Do you think he knows?” Shane asked in a sob, just when Helen was about to turn around and leave. “I don`t know Shane. I don`t know. Please let me come in”. Helen opened the door and saw Shane laying with her face into her pillow. She walked over and layed down beside her. “All the time Helen. It was him all the time. Why haven`t he told me anything? Not as much as a thouch, a hug or a nice comment. Not a ***** smile”. Shane sounded bitter. “Only time will heal Shane. You have all the right to be angry. I can`t even imagine how fucked up this situasion is for you, but trust me…if theres someone who will be here for you, it`s me”. Helen spoke with a motivation, and it made Shane remember how lucky she was to have her around. “Do you think he`s better off without knowing that I know about it?” Shane asked. She had so many questions lingering, and she didden`t even know where to start, but she also knew that Helen wasen`t the one to answer them all. “It`s up to you Shane. Maby you should give this some time. I think that If he knows, he will tell you. The only question is when”. Shane jumped up. “Let`s leave the house and get drunk” she said determent. “Are you going all psyhco on me now?” Helen giggeled a little confused. “Nope. But i`m not just gonna sit here and sob. I want to get out. Let`s meet the gang at Milk.” Shane really wanted to get out of the house and do something fun, she seemed aslmost desperate. Maby it wasen`t a bad idea after all, cause Shane could definetly need something to cheer her up. “I agree Shane. Let`s go out and have some fun.” Shanes face lightened up by Helens positivety. “Nice…I`ll call Alice. Now…Let`s find some Jack Daniels”.

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The music was dangerously loud, and the dancefloor was filled up with drunk people as the gang entered Milk. Shane lowered her eyebrows when the neon lights hit her face. “My god. “Benni Benassi”…I hate that “satisfaction” song…I would rather listen to Jessica Simpsons” Shane muttered. “Oh I think I can get you to dance” Marina joked and pushed Shane out to the dance floor. The girls wathced them as they danced wild around. The people got so surprised over Shane and Marinas dancing skills that the whole croud made a circle around them and the lights were focused on them.