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    Goodbye My Friend

    Story written on March 6, 2006 by lucia.
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    **spoiler alert** Anyone current with the season, the title says it all

     

    Alice,

     

    I knew yesterday that we needed to talk. I also knew you weren’t ready to hear it. I don’t how long I’ll be able to hold on, my body is tired, so I think this will have to do. I need you to know a few things.

     

    First and foremost, I love you. I have since the day we met. I just didn’t always have the strength to acknowledge it. You are my heart. You’ve given me more love and happiness in the short time we’ve had, than anyone deserves in a lifetime. I’m so sorry I ever let you doubt that or that I ever hurt you. I thought there would be enough time to make it better. I just thought there would be time. I always knew you’d be in my life forever. I didn’t think about the possibility that I might leave yours.

     

    Alice, that night that I left your apartment, you said something that has kept me up a lot since I’ve been sick. You said that you didn’t know if you could live without me. I need you to live without me now. Know that if there was anything I could do to stay with you, I would, but I can’t. I would never choose to leave you. You need to live and love. You need to know how much I love you. Never doubt that. Know that I will always watch over you and take care of you.

     

    I need to know that you believe that and that you will love again. Your heart has too much to give to not share it. Find someone who can love you like I do, who can appreciate your love of bad movies and who’s eyes light up when you walk into a room. Find someone who cries simply because you do, who smiles at your smiles and who loves you for you, someone who will hold you when your sad, and stand behind you when you need support and who will a new reason to love you everyday. You deserve that and so much more. Be happy, Al. I love your smile. Keep using it.

     

    I love you, Alice, it was always you.

     

    With Much Love and Friendship Always,

    Dana

     

     

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    2. More tears I really dont like to shed tears This was so sad ,are we lookinf into next week or the week after. Cancer is such a deadly thing it takes you strnght and your love one also thanks so much for posting this

    3. omg.. it was so good that im leaving my first comment ever! until now, Drowning has been my favorite fic. but this… im never crying over fictional things but this.. im speechless.. and i still have a little faith that my favorite character wont end up like that… anyway: im claping for you!

    4. It is all so sad!!!! (The tears are streaming down my face.) But thank you for posting this story. I think your version is better than the one we are going to see next week (according to the spoilers).

    5. *wipes away the tears* I’m speechless and happy, just because it’s a much better ending to the relationship than the show. Thank you very much for writing this story =)

    6. Okay, I was just trying to get use to the idea of no more Dana…I just can’t. I know it’s over the fat lady has sung (not the Betty one), but it’s still hard. I cried over your version of next week and I guess I’m gonna cry next week until the end of this season. I can’t say I totally hated S3, but I don’t think I’ll buy the DVD like I did the others. I wish they had your version of the end…thanx for the post. Mad Love, Peace

    7. There are no circumstances that can make me happy after Dana’s death, but at least Dana had the chance to make Alice understand that it was her she loved – only her.

    9. Cid, you got me teary eyed the first time so I thought it will be safe this time round. Guess what I was wrong. Nope, I’m still not ready to deal with this lol. Thanks for this sad but wonderfully written piece.

    10. OMG can not believe what is happening in the show, here in Australia is the begining of the 2 season. Why they Kill DANA ….. I adore here, guys your stories are moch better than the show

    11. Thank you..that was beautiful! I have tears STILL streaming down my face as i write this. I really hate this storyline, not only because Dana is my favorite character (besides Alice) but i had a friend die of breast cancer last year…so this hits close to home. I know the inevitable will happen to our favorite “Miss Dana” next week, I only wish that the writers will have her confess her love to Alice the way you did in your story.

    13. i almost read this on my blackberry on the way home from work – being as i could barely see the last paragraph through the tears, i am gonna go ahead and say the car ride home wouldn’t have gone so well for me. amazing story. great song – never heard it. i can only hope the writers give us 10% of a storyline like this one for danish. thanks alot.

    15. That letter was beautiful. I too am clinging to the small hope that somehow Ilene will bring Dana out of her cancer. I absolutely hate the direction my favorite characters are going. How can you not have Dana without Alice or vice versa? I have enjoyed all the adorable Danish moments so far this season- I guess if you want to look on the brighter side. By the way, I was so excited to see that you had posted. I’ve missed your stories- you have a way of writing Danish that is so perfect. I have to admit, I’m pretty scared to see this next episode…but I’m still clinging to that shred of hope in me. Thanks for posting! I’d like to see some of our Danish writers rebel against the show and maybe have some happily-ever-after fluff for Danish. Great job!

    16. I do not want this to happen but it looks like it will anyway got tears in my eyes so god know what I will be like if it does happen on the show which I am such that we all think that it will we just hope for the best but if dana was to pull though this then I would love to see her and alice back together again well done great post

    18. ooohhh i just want to scream i really hope that this will happen on the show i cant watch if dana isnt gonna be on there…i am so scared…so afraid…anyways good writing.

    22. I know this comment is completely late, but it took me a long time to get used to the idea of Dana/Erin being gone. Therefore took me a long time to read this, and even though I still don’t like what has, by now, already happened, I love this story. And I think that you did Al and Dana’s relationship better justice than the writers…that letter at the end was beautiful. Especially the part about the smile. Anyway, thanks for sharing your talent…

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