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There is no picking up the pieces for Bette. It’s not even a thought in her mind. Instead she is desperate for these quick escapes to a place where the voices are diminished to a world of white noise and darkness. At first it was alcohol alone that allowed Bette to exist and live here in their home, alone. But soon alcohol alone wasn’t enough. Despite drinking herself into stupors, Bette could hear the voices in her head. At first they were just whispers in the background of her solace. But soon the volume knob got cranked to full allowing her demons their full voice. The chorus of noise pulsed in her mind taking away any respite she tried to find in her bottle. Switching from wine to scotch had little effect in toning down the volume. It drove her to do whatever she needed to damper the sound.
That’s how she exists in this house that was a home. Home, the very word mocked Bette now. This place is not home, she don’t have a home anymore because home isn’t a place anymore but a destination. A destination that she can’t buy a ticket to if her life depended on it. At first she used valium. She went to her own doctor and had them prescribed but when she needed more and more of them to halt her racing mind she needed another source. Shane … Shane helped by hooking her up with her supplier.
Now that was all she cared about. Getting to the white noise in her head that drowned out everything else, she’d take anything to make that happen. Bette wasn’t really sure what’s she was buying anymore. She just knew they worked pretty well.
In Bette’s mind Tina became her home. Sadly that’s the truth of it. Even with her gone she’s still here, everywhere. Bette can’t continue to stay here and not escape even if only into herself, thus these little trips. The time between trips for Bette is becoming less and less. Sadly this was no life to live but for Bette that’s become the point. She no longer wanted a life.
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“I suggest you get the hell out of my face and I mean right now!” Helena screamed only an inch from Candace’s face.
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I relate to Bette’s state of mind, been there; on legal drugs to control
WOW!!! Poor Bette!!! I just hope helena gets put on her ass and Bette is the one to do it. Thank you
Tough to read but clearly striking a cord with some of us. Great story.
So intense Jwet. I have faith that Tina will bring Bette back and then they can both kick Helena’s ass!
Please Tina don’t leave Bette, she really needs you. I feel for Bette. Nobody deserve that, nobody. this is hard to take in. Have I already said I hated Helena? GOD this hurt.
It sounds like Bette has gotten herself into a serious addiction. I hope Tina has the strength to stick with her through this. She’s probably going to be very difficult to be around for a while.
really intense chapter…i do hope Bette will accept help from Tina; and i hope Helena will get what she deserves…looking forward for some happy times
The voices will continue to get louder. I hope that Tina will have the ability to get Bette go get the help she needs. For once I actually like Candace, kick some Helena ass.
Jeez…this is deep. Bette is in the grips of one serious downward spiral. My heart breaks for her. Candace has a glimmer of humanity in this post. Helena is wracking up dangerous enemies… Tina and Candace. Please post soon. This story is building in intensity.
It still amazes me that a simple conversation with you can turn into this incredible scene. Your ability to describe thoughts, feelings, a room…anything, is such a gift…something you achieve so well. Thanks for this! Have a great party!
What a great update. Was so intense and just absolutely heartbreakng to see Bette like that. Thank you. :)
Yea, jackiee1, I know what you mean about the pills controlling you. Bette needs Tina to give her strength and to have her move forward. I hope Tina has the strength and power to deal with Helena and her destruction on Bette. Will Bette forgive Tina????
Helena is crazy and candace too, hope they will be gone soon. Poor Bette, hope she will get help and get ready to kick Helena and Candace’s ass. Please post more, thanks!
wow, this is a dark story!!! hope they save each other soon!!!
Feel so sorry for Bette and she will need all the help she can get to climb out of that pit of despair. If only she will let Tina help her; and Shane should be horsewhipped for getting more drugs for Bette, she knows better. Besides if Kit finds out that Shane has been helping to supply Bette, Kit will kick her little scrawny behind and she should so will Tina. helena is really playing fast and loose with her own life because Tina can exact revenge in the worst way possible. Alpha Tina is fearless and a force to be reckoned with when it comes to the love of her life. I love to see her get mad and go after someone. She’s hell on wheels as helena is about to find out. Hopefully Alice heard that exchange between helena and Candace and Candace is also playing fast and loose because helena is pure evil, she’d better tread carefully. Great update. Thanks for posting. Have a great time at your pig roast. Seriously, a pig roast for 10 days. Where in the world do you live?
Feel so sorry for Bette and she will need all the help she can get to climb out of that pit of despair. If only she will let Tina help her; and Shane should be horsewhipped for getting more drugs for Bette, she knows better. Besides if Kit finds out that Shane has been helping to supply Bette, Kit will kick her little scrawny behind and she should so will Tina. helena is really playing fast and loose with her own life because Tina can exact revenge in the worst way possible. Alpha Tina is fearless and a force to be reckoned with when it comes to the love of her life. I love to see her get mad and go after someone. She’s hell on wheels as helena is about to find out. Hopefully Alice heard that exchange between helena and Candace and Candace is also playing fast and loose because helena is pure evil, she’d better tread carefully. Great update. Thanks for posting. Have a great time at your pig roast. Seriously, a pig roast for 10 days. Where in the world do you live?
Very intense piece of writing, I am sure as hell looking forward o the next.
im so loving this story and cant wait for when bette and tina get round to talking,they are so meant to be togeather.
very deep. never been there but have seen others there. i do have the voices, at times, but i choose to not escape, just deal with it. it will be a long ten days before you post again but not really. were moving into your new house next week. will be very busy. have alot of fun!