Dana sat in her car for about half an hour crying herself. After about half an hour Dana thought to herself. ***** this, I have to tell her how I feel. Dana got out of her car and ran into the lobby. She didnt even want to wait for the elevators she ran up the stairs as fast as she could run. After standing outside Alice door for several minutes catching her breath. She finely knock on the door.

Alice was still setting at the couch and wondered who would be at her door. When she looked out the peephole she saw Dana standing there. She opened the door and said. Dana is everything OK? Dana looked at Alice and Alice could see all the love, hurt, and regret in Danas eyes. Dana then told Alice. No Alice everything is not OK, I love you and I pretty sure you love me. Dont leave, stay and Ill spend the rest of my life making up to you for all the hurt I caused you.

After say this Dana reached and pulled Alice into a kiss. At first it was just Dana kissing Alice, but then Alice also started to participate in the kiss. Both of them were shocked at the intensity of the kiss. It was a kiss of love, hurt, and forever. It was like their lips and tongues were making love to each other. Even though they had kissed other people and each other before, this kiss was unlike any other kiss they have had in the past. It was like two souls were merging. After several minutes of this Alice started to pull away. Dana I cant do this. Our time is over I made a commitment to Helena. At that Alice turned and went back into her suite.

Dana left and went to her car. As she sat there she once again started to sob. It felt like she couldnt breath, at that time she honestly wondered if she was about to die. Because her heart physically hurt, and she wondered if it really was breaking

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Several hours later Alice was packing up to go back with Helena. She had spent the last several hours crying and wondering how she was going to hide how she felt from Helena. She felt like she did over a year ago when she and Dana broke up, like she had once again lost a piece of her soul and heart. But even though she loved Dana more then life itself, she made a commitment to herself that she would never hurt Helena the way she was hurt. She kept telling herself she did love Helena in a different way then Dana. But she did love her and she could live with that.