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    Her Code * Chicago Code/Lword Crossover

    Story written on May 5, 2011 by scaf.
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    Chapter 7 / “Have you ever wondered?”

    "Did you always know?" Teresa asked softly.

    "About the affairs?"

    "That you were gay?"

    "I think so…yeah.  I mean, I had crushes growing up and they were always on my female teachers, female movie stars.  Stuff like that."  Tina could tell from Teresa’s expression that she wanted to ask more questions but was hesitant, "You can ask me anything, Teresa."

    "Have you ever wondered what it would be like….with a man?"

    "I don’t have to wonder, hun.  I know."

    "But I thought you said you always knew?"

    "I did.  Deep down, but I grew up in a house where the word ‘Lesbian’ didn’t exist.  It simply wasn’t a life option so I went down the traditional road.  I told myself that what I felt for women was a normal friendship and buried the more inappropriate feelings I had.  I actually dated guys all throughout high school and most of college."

    Teresa leaned forward, suddenly desperate to hear more, "What happened?"

    "I met a woman and fell in love.  It was as simple and as complicated as that.  I had watched my friends get involved in these relationships and they’d go from being head-over-heels crazy in love to desperate and depressed the moment it was over.  I never had any of that.  I dated, I broke up.  It was never sickeningly sweet, never overly dramatic.  I didn’t understand, you know?  I thought it was me- that there was something wrong with me, that I was completely incapable of feeling anything that intensely.  And then I met Katherine and…everything fell into place."

    "What happened to her?"

    "She fell in love with someone else.  I was devastated.  I wouldn’t leave the dorm.  I wouldn’t eat.  I understood then, who I was and what I wanted."

    Teresa’s gaze fell from Tina’s face and the blonde could tell she was dealing with her own inner turmoil.  She suspected the story she had just relayed was all too familiar to the sad brunette.  Maybe sharing it had helped. 

    "You okay?"  Tina dipped her head to look into Teresa’s eyes.

    "Of course, why wouldn’t I be?"  Teresa looked up into a gaze so powerful she almost forgot to breathe.  The look of both understanding and affection was devastating.

    "What about you?"  Tina whispered.

    "What about me?"

    "Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be with a woman?"

    Teresa opened her mouth to answer, but was startled by the sudden vibration on her hip,

    "Excuse me, I need to take this."

    Tina watched as Colvin separated herself both physically and emotionally.  The moment between them was lost, and Tina briefly wondered if they’d ever get it back.  The blonde watched Colvin’s brow furrow as she spoke in a rush. 

    The call was soon over and Teresa strode toward her, her shoulders hunched once more under the weight of her job,

    "I have to go."

    "Okay.  Are you okay to drive?"

    "I really only had one glass," Tina shrugged.  "I would stay if I could but it’s a complicated situation.  I have to go."

    "I understand."

    "Thank you for tonight.  I had a really nice time."

    "Me, too."  Tina wanted to ask when they would see each other again but she didn’t want to push, "Stay safe, Teresa."

    Teresa froze at the door, "Why did you say that?"

    "Because you say it to your guys all the time.  And because not once have I heard anyone say it to you…And…well, I want you safe."  Tina handed he superintendent her suit jacket and watched quietly as the brunette shrugged it on.

    "The next couple of days…I’m not sure about my schedule, but do you think…I mean, would you want to get together again?"

    "You owe me that run, remember?"  Tina smiled.

    "Of course."  Teresa made it half way down the hall before she turned, unaware that Tina hand been standing at her door, watching as she left.

    "I have wondered, you know." 

    The unassuming declaration was so soft, Tina almost thought it had been a figment of her imagination but before she could respond, Teresa was already gone.

     

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    5. I can totally see what you said about Teresa not being in touch with her femininity-at least as much as Bette was. I think this comes out very clearly in your story.

    7. This is beyond excellent! D – 7 for TCC over here in the UK! Love the interaction between T n’ T, here’s hoping it will not get explosive! :0) thank you for posting and please hurry back!

    8. I don’t know why I found that last sentance of Teresa so hot but I did. I could just picture her saying that to Tina and the look on Tina’s face. JEEZ. Okay, I love your story and you are a great writer. PPVVS X

    9. Of course she’s wondered and now she knows. YAY!!!. Love this story. Hope they do get back that moment they were having before the call. Daily I wait for a chapter of this story. How I would love to see Laurel on the new show with Jennifer. They don’t have to be lovers just being together in the show would be enough. Of course, with everything being perfect, and it isn’t, having them dating on the show would be just perfect. I’ve written a short note to the production team and asked for Laurel to be on the show just as a close and personal friend. Teresa needs a confidante’ and a close friend that she can talk with, as TC is supposed to be as straight as they come. She needs an outlet, so far we haven’t seen one. Laurel would be perfect, and it would thrill the hell out of all of us. lol Great chapter. Thanks for posting. PPS

    10. Good for you Teresa! Perhpas she’s ready to let rip (so to speak) and bust out of this blue closet she’s built for herself. Can’t wait for Teresa and Tina’s (Terina? Tiresa?) next date. PPS!

    16. That last part was perfect, Scaf. So in tune with Theresa’s character. With that last admission, we can see that she’s slowly letting Tina in. She does leave, but not without aknowledging what has transpired between them. Making sure to open a door before the other closes… Great job Scaf!

    20. Oh I think she is going to be doing more than wondering. Amazing story, still loving it. The pace is perfect, the voices are perfect, and you’re doing a great job. Thanks!

    23. Great crossover! Crossovers so often don’t work well – but you have really got this & it feels like it could run and run. Btw TCC starts on Sky in the UK on May 12 in case anyone hear had’t heard. PPVS I’m hooked!

    28. Hey, thanks scaf. Have you thought about shortening Theresas name like Bettes? Like Teri or Reese? Just a thought, and if you think about they’re both T’s. I’m really enjoying this story.

    29. Wow scaf!! :-) what a fabulous way of TC to say that! :-) this story is getting better and better… Means I got addicted more and more… :-D

    30. Hi Scaf, Another great chapter that allowed both Tina and Theresa to share some intimate moments and clear the air a little. Tina was right to be up front about her sexuality especially given the attraction that is simmering away between these women. As for Theresa, the doggied determination that has got to this position is at odds with the depth of feelings she is beginning admit that she has for Tina. It is all baby steps right now. So much fun to be had that I can’t wait for your next post. More please. Many thanks from Your Loyal Fan.

    32. Ahh, great chapter. we are getting deeper into Teresa’s story. Hopefully, they quit dancing around their like for each other and just get it over with! lol. PPS!

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