Alice just look up at her

I never knew how much she loved me

Alice just walked to her and engulfed in her arms while Tina sobbed I wasnt in my right mind, how could I just let her go she lamented herself

you know what she told me, last night, she said that maybe we didnt love each other enough to fight for it

Oh God Alice, she is the love of my life, Ill never feel for anyone what she made me felt and she is right, somehow it wasnt enough

Alice she either never knew how much I love her, she just knows how I betray her, how I let her go without a fight

she called me coward

God Alice she is right

Oh God, Tina fight for her now, face all this so you can move on with your life, its been to long, you cant keep carrying this, fight for her, damn it!

Yeah Alice, you right, should I call her wife and let her know am going after her, that years after I cheated on her and left her broken I have realize my mistake and I want her back, yeah that sure is the polite thing to do, oh and Jessie, yeah why not wreak Jessies home and lets not talk about Bette am sure shell be thrill Tina ranted letting out some steam on Alice

dont go wise ***** on me Alice said smacking her in the shoulder
You dont know, right? Alice chuckled for more then she wanted to stay away she always find herself in the middle of the *****

what should I know Alice

Alice took a deep breath still debating on what was the right thing, not like she ever could tell so…

Tina, Bettes wife Candance past away, they had an accident like a year ago ago, a drunk driver, Bette was in serious condition but made it, thats why she limps she had a mayor knee injured, that is still overcoming

Alice could see the blood draining from Tinas face, damn it, it was too early for this *****.

here come on lets go sit to the couch, do you want anything, Xanax maybe

No I had one two hours ago Tina said getting a grip of her emotions

Alice I know I couldnt have done anything, but you should have told me

I didnt know Tina, Bette called me six months after to let me know, it was not an easy conversation and your name was never brought up

Jesus! I mean poor Bette and Jessie

Yeah I know, she could use a break

*****, I feel so much worse now

Im sorry Tina I shouldnt have told you, that was for Bette to tell

No I mean, this is not your fault and am sure she would never have told me, ***** I dont even know if we are on speaking terms

Did you guys fought?

No, but it was all so hurtful, depressing, and she was so quiet afterwards, I think we both were too drain, to do anything else than drag the kids home

Tina You know I love you right?

Tina only nodded, well honey, I want you to think very carefully what is your situation with Bette, before you even consider get in her life, she is not the same you know and she is really … Alice never thought she would use this word to describe Bette Porter but nothing was more truth Fragile

Alice I dont want to be a coward anymore That was the truth she would do anything for a chance with Bette, but she wasnt delusional to think that would happen, she could tell the sadness in Bette eyes, the disappointment, Bette had move on and Loved again she had started the family they dream of with someone else and even though that love was taken from Bette, Tina knew she was now only a painful memory from the past.

From Kate, shelly, bvhall, katie471, lean23, Nzgrl & Hotpepper/Amanda, from the bottom of their little hearts to Cady@ss… A Car wreak it was!!

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