You want to go sailing, thats new Tina said

Well actually Jessie wants, but I want one of those pills you give me

Tina smiled this two were now attached to the hip, Sorry baby, mother nature put a hold on those plans, but we will some other time okay

Jessie nodded Hey mom she said greeting Bette.

Bette walked into the living room, Tina on the kitchen, kids on the TV, she made a bee line for Tina.

You leave rather quickly she said holding her from behind kissing her shoulder

Sorry, real life called and I attend she moved away pouring some coffee into the cups

Real Life? That statement felt loaded, Bette ponder

So what we doing today

Whatever our little hearts desire, except from sailing, that is. How is your knee?

oh is fine, You shouldnt really worry about that

Tina made a face I want you to be real, not to pretend all is fine

And Bette had to wonder was the knee still the topic?

I doesnt hurt at all and am gonna take my medicine to make sure dont swell, is that better?

Thats perfect, what you want for breakfast babe? Tina said all cheerful

Man! Tina was confusing, Bette thought.

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Bette was so crystal sometimes, that Tina could see totally trough, she wasnt mad, by God she was not going to be mad the morning she woke up again on Bette Porters arms, but there was always something, that thing that keep her from utterly enjoy all of this that was in the tip of her fingers, she could touch it she could feel it, but she couldnt grab it and make it hers just yet.

She was understanding and prayed for patience every single night, this was a price she had to pay, ultimately low if she got what she wanted, deadly high if she didnt.

But she was just a woman, and not just that, she was a woman that knew what it was to be loved by Bette, How would Bette go after what she really wanted, Sometimes she was confuse of Bette reactions, some others she was convince the love was there, moments like this she just wanted to cry.