Damn it Tina she said walking away from her she was beyond the nice words and it was her anger talking

I know I have been overdoing it at work, I know I go out early and come back late, I know I have neglected you, I know am the worse kind of *****
But I also know this is not just that
You wont talk to me, you wont touch me, You dont even look at me and that was before the preparation for this stupid new show started
Dont you see, You hurt me with your attitude and I dont get what ***** thing I did or didnt do to get you like this
this has being going too long and try to reach you, only to get rejected, is getting old

well dont, I didnt ask you to try anything Tina said resuming her clothe search

Bette walked to her and shake her from the arms as if trying to snap her out of a spell Tina what the ***** is going on she practically scream it.

Tina was shocked, the rope came open, but she didnt notice, Bette have never scream her like that, so furious.

Bette let go instantly regretting her outburst, then she saw her, Bettes eyes travel along Tinas body, something was different and she well knew the difference.

Tina she barely got the air to let the word out

am pregnant Bette Tina said stoically

what!!!

How come? How far long are you?, Tina how come you didnt told me, is everything all right?

Oh god Tina, How come you didnt told me she repeated, still dont believing her ears.

Tina just stood there.

Bette just walk to her, taking her in her arms Baby, honey, are you all right, oh god, so this is it, this is why you been crabby

Bette was almost jumping in happiness, Baby say something please, am not mad, I promise, am relieved, I love you Tina, is okay baby, is okay Bette said holding Tinas face in her hands pulling her for a kiss, she didnt understood why Tina would do something like that without tell her, but right now at the all she could see was a light at the end of a tunnel.

But Tina just pull away from her, provoking Bette lost of balance since Tina took her off guard and landed on bed, too dumbfounded for words.
Tina dress herself in no time, clean up her face with the towel and force herself to stay calm

Bette

Bette just looked at her trying to grasp for the million time what the ***** was going on

am sorry Bette, Id kill myself for what I did, but I cant since is not just me now, I know you will never forgive me, I dont deserve to be forgiven, so am just… gonna walk out of your life

Tina, what the..

is Oscars that stop Bette on her tracks

I slept with Oscar at the Christmas party Tina said not quite believing she was able to say those words out loud

the wind was knock out of Bette and she felt she was going to pass out, Tina the love of her life was telling her she had cheated on her and now was pregnant with Oscars baby, NO, Noooo was all Bette mind screamed, she stood there on the bed not making sense of things, she saw the figure of Tina walking away, but she couldnt make herself move, she just wanted to die, right then and there anything would be easier than endure this burning she was feeling inside, she never knew this kind of pain existed.