CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Ive been awake for a while now, and even at this precise moment its still early. I just cant seem to sleep. Last night was the first time, since we got back together, that Tina and I went to bed without making love. The exhaustion normally send me right off to sleep, but Im feeling so wired that I was only able to snatch an hour or so.
We arrived back home at about five, and now its seven. I dont want to wake Tina but lying here is making me think things that Id need Tina to be awake for. Im trying to ignore them think of things to take my mind off of the woman sleeping beside me. I turn onto my side so that Im facing her. She looks so sweet and innocent when she sleeps.
Tina really seemed to enjoy last night. I think it was definitely time that Tina let her hair down. And it looks like Tina and I are not the only couple in this villa anymore. I have to admit the whole Marina and Jenny thing seemed impossible to begin with. Marina has always been a hunter plain and simple. Its like every time Fransesca would leave on one of her business trips Marina would get a taste of freedom and some girl would have to suffer because of it, but I dont know Jenny really seems to have changed her. Getting rid of Fransesca now that seemed pretty impossible to imagine aswell. I guess nothing is ever really impossible. The way I see it is there has to be one person out there who makes all that impossible stuff seem possible. Somebody who you can spend the rest of your life with and not want to strangle them because theyve become so boring. It takes a lot of finding but if your lucky then itll happen. Im lucky, and I hope that Jenny is too.
Mulling over last night, my mind seems to enjoy reflecting most on feeding Tina, on being fed by Tina. My mind as of late is a pretty sordid place to be. Every thought I process that is about Tina involves nudity. My mind definitely needs to be censored. Im thinking of Tina feeding me chocolate coated strawberries on that boat, but with only T and me on the boat. Then Im thinking of the sounds of the ocean the fairy lights, the completely romantic ambience. But then my mind starts to think about maybe Tina undressing me while Im eating these strawberries. Me undressing Tina. I can practically feel the breeze. Then my mind thinks actually Tina undressing me just isnt enough, Tina feeding me strawberries while were both naked would be a whole lot better. But no not even thats enough for my mind because suddenly the possibility of eating strawberries off of Tinas naked body arises. Maybe I resent the gang just a little for bringing them along. Im starting to feel pretty worked up right now, and its no good. Im turned on but I cant do anything about it, although I could do something about it but with T asleep next to me? No, no Ill just wait. Im not an animal I can wait. I smile to myself. I can wait. I can wait right? I start to think of kissing T, of the last time we made love. I cant wait.
Almost guiltily I slip my hand underneath the sheet, feeling it slide down my body, across my stomach and down into soft curls of hair until I touch my core. I sigh with relief. I glance sideways at Tina, checking that shes still asleep. I close my eyes, exploring my ***** with my fingers. I think of T, of her body, imagine that its her touching me, stroking me. Tina is such a generous lover. The ***** is always so intense. My fingers start to slide more easily as I grow wetter. My heart begins to beat quicker and I bite my lips to stop myself from moaning and waking T. My body starts to move as my arousal seems to course through me, moving my toes, my hips. My free hand clutches at the sheets as the speed of my moving fingers increases. I open my eyes and Tina is sat infront of me, her cheeks flushed, biting her lip with pleasure. She pulls the sheet off of me. Let me finish this She rasps, moving my hand away and replacing it with her own. Now both of my hands are clutching at the sheet beneath me as I feel Tina enter me immediately. In seconds Im groaning her name, gasping or air as I come.
Im sorry I apologise when my heart has finally slowed down.
Oh dont be sorry. I could wake up to that every morning
Is that so? Well I think its about time I returned the favour I wink, climbing onto her, placing her hands above her head.
Yeah?
Yeah I repeat kissing her briefly, teasing her with air kisses. I think its definitely time I returned the favour I move my hands over her body with great interest. Ive memorised this body. Ive touched it, tasted it, imagined it, thousands of times. My hands move across her *****. My fingertips teasing her nipples with gentle caresses. Good? I ask.
Good She giggles. Not good enough. I want her to not be able to speak. I replace my fingers with my mouth. Covering her erect nipples in damp kisses, every so often my tongue darting out. Good?
Good She groans. My lips travel downwards painting invisible patterns around her navel. Im edging closer and closer towards my goal, and I can smell her arousal, practically taste it already. I part her folds gently and shes so wet that Im amazed at how quickly shes got me turned on all over again. I slide my tongue across her *****, lapping at the wetness that I find. Better Escapes her lips, but it sounds strangled. Like it bothers her to get it out, like shes got other things on her mind, like she should. My lips cover her ***** sucking it gently. ***** She exclaims. I look up, my mouth still teasing her *****, and shes grabbing the pillow above her moving her head from side to side in ecstasy. I lick her harder, watching her, feeling her, as she writhes underneath me. Its starting to get to her. I slide my tongue up and down, pressing down hard. She starts to groan loudly, uncontrollably. I love it. I lick at her as hard as I can, my tongue focusing on her *****. The groans turn to gasps and I can literally feel everything shes feeling. The relief, the feeling of content, the quelling of all those desires that feel like there at breaking point.
Good? I ask, one eyebrow raised.
Shes still breathing heavily. Very good