CHAPTER SEVEN

My heart hasnt stopped beating since we arrived at Milk, but hearing Tina tell me that she wants to come home, I cant explain how that makes me feel. Kit was right. I am so goddamned lucky. I cant believe that tonight I get to go home with my baby. I get to be with T. Trust me when I say I am completely blown away. I never in my wildest dreams expected the outcome of this night to be so good. Though good hardly seems the word I should use. Mind blowingly incredible isnt even enough.
I clutch Tina to me tightly. I dont want to let her go. Ive tried but I psychically cannot do it. She doesnt seem to mind. Every so often she looks at me and my heart melts. When do you think we can leave? She asks.
Whenever you want to baby I assure her snatching a brief kiss. I can do that now, touch her without having to think a thousand times about it. She smiles seductively, her eyes coming alive.
I think we should go now Her voice is filled with lust. She wants me. I swallow the knot in my throat. Yep you are one lucky woman Bette Porter. We both giggle as we slide out of the booth holding hands. We walk over to Dana and Alice. Theres something so weird about the two of them. Their heads are lowered, their faces close. Al Im gonna go home with Bette Alice and Dana break out into smiles.
I told you, you were trying to get some She nods to Dana I told her she was…
Trying to get some, yeah Dana confirms
Thanks very much Alice. Now why dont you and Dana go home and try and get some? Tina teases. Dana shrinks in her chair again and Alice glares at Tina.
You are so lucky that youre going home with Bette
Tina smiles Yep I am. Ill call you tomorrow Al
We say our good-byes and head for the exit passing Kit, and Shane on our way. They all look so excited, and I I have to admit it touches me that T and I mean that much to them.
Its cold tonight and Tina shivers as soon as we step outside. I hug her, stroking warmth into her bare arms and shoulders. What started off as keeping her warm turns into arousal, my hands start to caress instead of massage. Wheres your car? She rasps.
I cup her face in my hands tracing circles across her cheeks with my thumbs. Not far My voice matches hers and I can feel the heat rising between us.
Drive me home…quickly I take hold of her hand and we practically drag each other to my car. I unlock it opening the door for her. She climbs in and I run around to the other side. I climb in shutting the door behind me. Seat belt, keys, and were gone.
Tina and I dont talk for the entire journey and Im wracked with worry. Maybe shes changed her mind? Maybe shell get there and shell want to go back to Alice. Maybe, maybe, maybe.
I pull up outside of her house, glancing warily at Tina. She still doesnt speak. I search my memory for a time I could have offended her, came on too strongly. I cant think of anything. Everytime I was kissing T, she was definitely kissing me back.
We walk up to the front door, the gap between us more than noticeable. Ive ***** blown it. I want to ask her whats wrong, but I dont think I really want to find out. So I stay silent. I unlock the door, wait for her to go in before following her. T is everything… She pushes me against the wall her lips burning into mine, her hands slipping under my halter top. She touches me and Im wet. She kisses me, and I feel like Im already gone. I kiss her back, my hands finding a home in her thick blonde hair. She pulls away from me, and were both breathing heavily. Her chest rises and falls against mine.
I want you to make love to me in our bed She whispers. A groan escapes my lips. I would crawl up those stairs on my hands and kneese if she asked me to.
Oh god T She holds my hand, leading me up the stairs.
We reach the landing and I unzip her dress, she continues to walk and slowly it falls to the ground. I drink in the sight of her in nothing but her black panties. I take in those legs, those *****, that backside. I want to kiss every inch of her. She unbuttons the single button keeping my top up, I lift my arms up in the air, and she pulls it up and off of me. She stares at me hungrily.
We enter the bedroom. I gently push her onto the bed so that shes lying on her back. Im going to make you feel so good I whisper moving onto the bed beside her. Our lips meet again, our bodies embrace. I can feel her ***** against mine, her hands stroking the length of my back. I brush my tongue against hers, moving ontop of her. I slide my hands down, from her neck I move to her *****. I cup them in my hands, feeling her erect under my touch. Im addicted to the way shes reacting to my touch. I press butterfly kisses to her neck, my hand moving down to her stomach, skimming the sides of her ribs and resting against her pelvis. I hook my fingers under her panties and pull them down, kissing my way to her ankles. I unzip my trousers dragging them down with my lingerie. Our clothes fall in a pile on the floor. So many times Ive dreamed about having her here, and I still cant believe that shes within my reach. I kiss her with all the passion I feel and she responds immediately. Our bodies connect and we both groan at the contact. Flesh on flesh. Bette… She groans. I look into her eyes and theyve never been so deep. …Bette I cant… I circle her nipple bringing my lips to it. Im rewarded with another groan. She squirms under my touch. …I want us to touch each other, at the same time I breath in deeply. When we were trying for a baby, and that guy came back to our house, when he was gone we made love like we never had before. She made love to me while I made love to her and we came together. God I want that too. She sits up and our bodies come together again. We kiss slowly, our hands exploring each others bodies until we cant take the teasing anymore. Its been so long since I touched her, really touched her. I cup her ***** with my hand, and she does the same. We both gasp. Shes so wet, and Im so wet, I just know that shell touch me and Ill burst. I feel her hands slide inside of me. Baby I gasp into her ear. My fingers movie easily in-between her thighs. I can feel the heat of her want and im drowning in her. Were both moving and writhing and gasping and touching. Its like everything turns into a rhythm. The way our fingers move in and out of each other, the way our lips touch and then barely touch. I can feel so much building up inside of me. Everything thats happened between us is hitting me as I make love to her and she makes love to me. I can feel her love her want, I can feel all my worries and hers slipping away. Our bodies stiffen at the same time, and we gasp loudly with release. Im holding her tight riding out the waves of pleasure, and I dont know, until I feel her damp cheeks, that Im crying. I almost lost Tina, and realisation hits me harder than my *****. I love you I whisper my voice cracking with emotion. She looks at me, our faces barely an inch apart, her cheeks flushed her eyes satisfied. She wipes away my tears.
I love you too She pushes me down onto my back and pulls the covers over us, snuggling close to me. As I lay here in her arms its all I can think. I love you, I love you, I love you.