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    I Will Not Let You Fall

    Story written on April 10, 2015 by Valerie.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=89768
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    Misery. Misery is a mountain. Not a rock, which is acute and sharp and intense. It’s heavy, relentless and excruciating, a mountain that warps your mind, that demolishes your sense of vitality and swallows your spirit like the black hole swallows starlight. Misery is pain. Not a knife stabbed into your back or a bullet

    Misery.

    Misery is a mountain. Not a rock, which is acute and sharp and intense. It’s heavy, relentless and excruciating, a mountain that warps your mind, that demolishes your sense of vitality and swallows your spirit like the black hole swallows starlight.

    Misery is pain. Not a knife stabbed into your back or a bullet shot into your head. It’s an acid that slowly corrodes you inside, making you wallow in your self-pity until there is nothing to corrode anymore.

    Misery is when you deserved it. It’s when you are a worthless piece of shit that has completely deserved everything that is happening. Misery is your own creation, misery is a monster in you, which you’ve deserved totally and unconditionally.

    Misery is the life you’re living.

    Misery is you.

    Surrounded by the darkness, Bette sat motionlessly as she heard nothing but the tangle of thoughts, which were ringing in her head incessantly. Despite the working TV and her phone that was lying somewhere almost bursting with constant calls, the brunette didn’t bother to break away from her trance. What was the point of answering the calls? To let someone tell her what a waste of life she was?

    Bette didn’t need to hear something she already knew.

    Staring at the TV screen blankly, the brunette tried to put it together when exactly had Tina given up on her. Was it yesterday? It felt like yesterday. It also felt strange thinking about it. Part of Bette was broken by the turn of the events, another part was relieved. The lie she had been carrying throughout her entire relationship with Tina was revealed and she was truly disburdened now. However, this was such a small part of the whole spectrum of emotions Bette was experiencing that she could actually dare to call it the most positive one.

    Who she was kidding? Nothing was fucking positive about it.

    Tina was gone. Tina hated her and didn’t want her anymore.

    Have you been lying to me?

    There’s no home!

    Bette swallowed hard as Tina’s words pierced through her mind like a flash of lightning.

    I can’t… I just can’t…

    Bette leaned forward and took the remote into her hand. She added the TV volume to the highest level so she wouldn’t be able to hear herself…so she wouldn’t feel the excruciating pain of the last words Tina had said to her…

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    Comments

    1. Great to see a update!

      Good luck with your graduation!

      I feel for Bette, you subscribed her emotions very well.

      What about Helena’s confession to Tina about being in love with her?

      I pray that you will not go in the direction of them having a relationship, i really can’t stand that.

      Looking forward to the next update.

    3. A start to crush the heart.
      Bette true human rag, your pain and
      agony is suffocating.
      You described very realistic that suffering
      Bette is happening now.
      Tina is the only salvation of Bette, despite all
      the lies.
      10 Stars.

    4. THX for updating! i really like your story. But Helena in love with Tina?! I thought Helena would to tell her that she works undercover for the police or something like that, trying to bring Dominic to jail ; ) I hope you find a way for Bette to make things right and for Tina to help her. Please post soon! : )

    5. this is some deep stuff, very heartbreaking. I wonder who the woman was and I agree Bette needs to quit being scared and face her responsibilities by going up to Tina and ask for her forgiveness. Crying and sulking will only get you so far…..sigh

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