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I Wish CH15
"Yes, I do. I think I deserve to know why once again you deceived me."
"I didn’t deceive you. I tried to talk to you about this awhile ago and you dismissed me."
"That’s right, it’s my fault once again for you not telling me the truth."
"Oh my god! Why is it always about you Bette! Fuck! Alright you want to know, here it is!
I bought that damn house because I am still desperately in love with you and I needed to be close to the memories we had together because I know I will never have you again. I am grasping at any thing that will keep you near to me, any scent, any sound, any memory. I can’t sleep for the dreams I have of you, and I can’t be awake because my every thought is of you. Every time I look at our daughter I see your beautiful face, I see you in her eyes, and in her smile. I want to hold onto anything and everything that has had any connection to you in any way. I love you dammit! That is why I bought the house. Because with your memory there, it is home! There are you satisfied!"
After a moment of stunned silence Tina quietly had hung up the phone. She sat on the bed in the hotel room and let the tears fall rapidly down her face. "I still love you baby. So much! I am so sorry for everything."
At Bette’s, the receiver was still against Bette’s ear as dead silence surrounded her. She felt like she was in a black hole, nothing was around her and the quiet was as loud as a orchestra.
The words "I am still desperately in love with you" reverberated in her head over and over.
"Hey Porter! You fall asleep with your eyes open?"
Alice’s voice drew Bette back to the present and a small smile played over her lips.
"I was trying to see if you would go away if I pretended not to notice you Al."
"Nice Bette. Real nice. It’s no wonder you are sitting here alone with an attitude like that."
"There’s nothing wrong with my attitude Al, it’s the rest of my life that’s fucked up. My attitude is the least of it all."
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(38 votes, average: 4.24 out of 5)
It’s funny how the same memories can make people react differently.
Interesting confession, but why is Tina was harsh with Bette? That’s a great way to win back the love our you life, use the D & F words then hang up on her. Her quote after hanging up seemed like something she should have said to Bette and not just to herself out loud.Please keep posting as I look for update on this one!
Now get Bette talking to Tina and sort out this mess…Awesome update.
let me just dump all that in ur lap and ohh okay bye!! cd ur incorregible (spelling??) for leavin us right there!!!! let the walls start to crumble!
So they are gonna talk right? Bette needs to tell Tina how she feels and then they can start to work things out! One can only be hopeful! PPS
Amazing!
I think Tina’s reply came out like that cause she is mad that she is still vulnerable to Bette and Bette has her heart. She is trying to fight the feelings but she can’t…she knows it…we know it…if only we can get IC to know it…sigh. More please.
Come on my friend, please get them sit down and have a talk and work thing out, sad to see them like this. Ok post soon please, thanks!
As long as they (T and B) are talking they still care; once they no longer care to communicate then they NO LONGER CARE!!!! so keep it coming…the reunion, I mean. PPS
Bette got her question answered. lol
Tina just let it all out..didn’t she? I hope she and Bette can sit down and have a good conversation and start moving forward. Thanks for the updates..I’m caught up now.
Oh so Tina spilled the beans!!! I’m gonna try again and ask you – do you think you’ll starting writing at “Now that I have her” again?? Have a great weekend :o))
Well Bette did ask. She kinda deserves that, cos heavan forbid she ever talks to anyone. Though I know exactly how that is cos I do the same thing. Now lets get them talking, maybe if she can visit with Tina and Angelica at the house the memories will once again be good.
I am so with Brooke on this. Great Update!!!! Thanks PPS
Tina finally laid her cards on the table. Now it is Bette’s turn to figure out how to talk to Tina without trying to hurt her. I know that Tina deserves what Bette is dishing out to her, and I also know that Bette is trying to protect what is left of her heart. I guess now is the time to talk about how both are really feeling about the other.
Bette, be careful what you ask for, because you might just get it. And I think Tina just gave it to you in this chapter. It is remarkable how a home can evoke feelings in people. Hope you will update us soon on this one.