Lucy looked rather shocked when Helena let Jamey in.

Ok well, Helena what I wanted to tell you was that this morning we overheard Ricky having a conversation with his friends the table next to us Lucy started

See I knew it Helena thought.

Lucy looked at Helena as if she was expecting her to say something when she didnt Lucy continued.

Anyway he was talking to them about your late night adventure last night Lucy said

Luc honestly, you know me you know Ive seen more boys why is this any news for you guys? Honestly I thought Helena said.

Because Ricky said you cried Lucy interrupted her

That was a little shock to Helena and Lucy and Jamey saw that on her face.

They where making fun of you, the boys table that is Lucy said and stared at the ground.

But, but why didnt you talk to me than, I could explain why did you just say nothing? Helena asked.

Because It didnt seem like you, you know crying during..  you know.. sex Lucy said.

Why cause you see me as some man eating monster is that it? Helena said and tears started to well up in her eyes she had a lot of frustration locked away in her chest and it all seemed a little too much at this moment.

No but you do use guys for your own pleasure and you just leave them standing in the cold after you had your fun Lucy replied with a little anger in her voice.

Well here is something new for you, I never had any pleasure from those boys okay? It meant nothing to me not for fun no I felt nothing okay? Helenas voice started to tremble and she tried hard to held her tears back.

But still we just never expected you to cry with a boy there Lucy said

Well am I not allowed to have real feelings now? Helena said and her voice sounded angry and sad at the same time.

Of course you can I just didnt think youd give them away to some guy Lucy said.

Helena had her arms crossed and stared angry into the corner with tears in her eyes, she was happy Lucy couldnt see that.

Im going to go Lucy said hoping Helena would say something back. She never meant to hurt Helena but Helena could be a little cruel at times Lucy assumed that was just part of who she was.

As Helena didnt respond Lucy went for the door and left.

When Lucy left Jamey just sat on the bed and looked at Helena, her body was shacking, shacking with anger, shacking of sadness.

Jamey stood up and walked up to Helena and placed her hand on her shoulders.

She felt the tension from Helenas shoulders flow away.

She heard Helena breath heavily and when she took Helenas shoulders and turned her towards her she saw she was crying.

Jamey saw that hard, arrogant girl crumble in front of her.