6.59 a.m. Omg I’m turning in to obsessive pillow sniffer.

7.00 a.m. Really should get out of bed and make breakfast need to keep energy up, except I don’t have any food in the refrigerator and wouldn’t know what to do with it anyway if I had.

7.01 a.m. The Planet looks like a good idea to have breakfast.

7.02 a.m. Except, I might run in to Tina. Am not ready for facing her quite yet. Coffee it is then. Can always send James out if feel hungry later.

7.12.a.m. Cell phone’s ringing. Who is calling at this time in the morning? ***** Candace. Right need to end this once and for all. Tried to be as diplomatic as one could be.

“Candace it’s over. I told you I don’t think I knew what I was doing. I love Tina, I want to be with Tina, now leave me alone. Please don’t call me again.”

Was a bit strong the way I spoke to Candace, but she has to face the facts, like I said I love Tina. Tina is the one I want to be with. 

8.30 a.m. Meeting with Franklin and other board members of the CAC.

“There are three new projects I would like to commission.”

“I assume we are counting on the Peabody Foundation to underwrite some of this?”

“Well they have funded it for the past six years.” ‘Smart *****’ I wanted to add on the end of it. But didn’t for obvious reasons.

“Yes, but Peggy Peabody is stepping down, and her daughter Helena is taking over, it could be a whole new ball game. Bad news is we don’t know what Helena Peabody has in mind. Good news is she’s one of your people.”

What the *****?  

Why is he looking in my direction with that condescending smug grin on his face when he said that?

And why didn’t I know Peggy was stepping down? 

Need to stay calm, I can’t, no I won’t let that ***** see that he’s getting to me.

“One of my people?”

“Huh, huh.”

“What are you referring to, what is she a Yale graduate? Is she an art history major? Is she a mulatto gal is that what your trying to say?”