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Is Forever Over? Chapter 13
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Bette: Tina, you’re scaring me so out with it already.
Tina: I am sorry baby. Takes a deep breath. The first involves Angelica. Henry, Mikey, Angelica and I were out to dinner one night and an elderly couple stopped over to say what a lovely family we made. Bette’s nostril flare and she pushes her coffee further away. She then went on to praise us for adopting Angelica. Bette, I didn’t correct her. I let someone think that Angelicas wasn’t my flesh and blood. I’m her mother, how could I do that to my own child? I am ashamed of myself and I apologize to you for denying our baby. I am not ashamed of Angelica and claim her as my own always.
Bette: I know you love our daughter T. I don’t know what the hell you were thinking to allow that, but there is no doubt in my mind that Angelica means the world to you. What else to you want me to know?
Tina: This one is just plain sinister, no excuse will ever make it right for you or for me. I will just come out and say it. I had sex with Henry in our room, in our bed. She looks down at the floor and begins to cry she knows that may have bee the nail to seal her forever with Bette.
Bette: How could you? Why would you? Did I mean so little to you that you would shit in my bed?
Tina: You never meant so little to me. You meant so much and I was too damn selfish and immature to tell you that and to talk through my issues. I ran and lashed out instead, something I was very good at the time. I even found a way to justify my actions at the time when in fact, there is never a justification. Even if I never saw you again, didn’t love you anymore. I should not have done that. I wanted to hurt you deeply and hid that hatred behind a fake need for a man. Even though Candace and you not getting a job right away hurt and disappointed me, you never did it to hurt me purposely. Even if I can say I was really attracted to Henry and wanted that life I did not have to bring him into our home and bedroom and do those things. I lashed out at you Bette. The person who has loved me and covered me through it all I reached out to hurt in the worse ways possible. I would be deserving of you walking away from me forever, but I still pray I have a chance to show you that I love you am in love with you forever. Bette you are my forever. I needed to tell you this because its true and not sharing this would be like lying and as bad as I want you forever, it cannot be built on my lies or omissions. I am so sorry to open an old wound, but am more than willing to help you heal. I love you Bette and I know I’m taking a risk sending you off in to Jodi’s arms thinking the worse of me. But I am who I am and I’ve done what I’ve done. If you are going to choose between us you need to know what you’re getting on this end. You will have my unwavering love, my deepest regret and my support for your happiness whatever you choose. You already have Angelica and I would never deny your access, never. Bette I know I was on the path to get close to your heart again, but I had to make sure you knew the whole Tina, not just the one I’ve worked so hard to show you these last few months. She is the Tina of today, the Tina you deserve. The Tina I just described to you was an awful person and she’s gone, but that Tina did still hurt you and your Boo and you needed to know that I was once that Tina. I love you Bette, regardless of what you decide on our future I love you. I love you so much.
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This was great, warm and very believable. Thank you.
Thank God you were breaking my heart with Bette being with Jodie. Hope IC understands thats what Jodie represents for TiBette fans. Great story I could actually feel the torment Tina was going thru.
Well took me few days to catch up on the story and so gald I did, thanks for a wonderful story. You certainly had me reading some parts looking between my fingers . As I am not a big Jodie fan, in fact I just fast forward through through scenes as I am die-hard TiBette fan. And hopefully your storyline will be the one we all finally see in S5 Great story and looking forward to a sequel ;-)
I’m glad Bette is open to Tina proving herself worthy again. PPS
Perfect; you have made my favorites now, pps
What were you thinking Tina? tell that kind of news just before her trip? hum woman. That was risky. but you have done it girl, still have to work on your wife but you are almost there. Thank you lwsho2005 and yes you are getting me in trouble lol some moreeeee please PPS
WOW!!!! That was really great!!!!! I can not wait to read what happens next!!!! I am so loving this story. Thank you PPS
So is posting a comment on your own story bad form? If so, sorry. I wanted to get this info out and thought this would be better than making a new post that had nothing to do with the storyline.I am so glad so many readers enjoyed this story and want me to continue. I will call “Is Forever Over” finished. I am going to take a bit of time to consider whether I can put my “heart” into a sequel. If I can build another credible, interesting story I’ll be back sooner rather than later. I honestly enjoyed writing this story and that is mostly due to your enjoyment and encouragement. I had many smiles and chuckles thanks to the FanFic posters! If I can deliver the goods, I’ll be back!A happy Thanksgiving to your all!
well i am a TIBETTER… and i think that bette and tina are now at a place where they can rebuild their relation… and i don’t think bette is giving tina another chance just because of angie… sure she loves angie… but she also knows she loves tina… they are soulmates… they both did wrong… and now they both fessed up to it… tina baring her soul to bette, well she needed to do that… bette breaking it up with jodi, she also needed to do that… lets just hope on the show they let them heal, let them love again… but most of all let us see it… not just leave it up to us to fill in the blanks…
Powerful chapter…WOW… i’m glad that tina opened up to bette. bette is willing to try again..excellent!!
Oh my stars, thank you, thank you, thank you. Loved this story and I wondred how you were going to save the relationship, I was crying with Tina. If this is the end of the story, will you please do a sequel. Loved the way you wrote them in this story. Hope IC will let us see something like this very soon. Really enjoyed this. Thank you.
Thank you lwsho for making a space for me here. The reason I am not a Tibetter is because I think that love is also valuing the other person, having compassion and understanding of them, and this is what has always been lacking, IMO from Tina to Bette. Several examples were mentioned in this chapter, one that Tina told Bette that she wanted to date her, yet would continue to see Helena as well. She told her this as Melvin lay dying, when Bette was already in deep pain. Then there is the job thing. I have never understood why it was okay for Bette to bust her ass supporting Tina and herself while Tina sat at home doing nothing, no matter what Bette was going through, but it was not okay for Tina to work at a well paying job to support them and the child she unilaterally created, while Bette took care of the baby, no matter what Bette was going through then either. It wasn’t okay because it wasn’t what Tina wanted. I find it also typical that Tina wants to be forgiven for everything that she has done, when she has never forgiven Bette for anything. On the show, this remains true, but in this fic, lwsho, at least she has started to take responsibility for her actions. This is what a real adult does, but I would not say Bette should just rush back to her, or anyone with whom she has had that kind of painful history. I don’t know what to think about Bette leaving Jodi..I don’t know if they could have been happy in different places, but I also wonder, did Bette come back to Tina because she wants to be with Angelica? I also wonder at Tina’s willingness to come between Bette and Jodi, though Bette was happy with her, because it’s what SHE wanted. Again, she was thinking of herself. I love the interaction between Bette and Boo…Just love it. So you see lwsho..in this fic is what I wish I would see on the show, but we won’t, and that is why I do not want them to get back together. You have shown what Tina could be.
Enjoy the love. I agree with Amanda MG. When we start a relationship it is full of passion, love and hope but always reality screws it up. It is what we make of reality that counts. Both these women messed up but they deserve another chance to try again and treat one another with respect, love and realism, not expecting perfection but promising to be honest and true to themselves that way they can be true to their relationship. You wrote a great story. Thx.
That was wonderful and now let see B&T be a family again!
Ahhhhh I can wipe the tears away now, im happy they got back together in the story and on the show, my life is incomplete without Tibette. Thanks for the journey of reconnect with the Porter family