I expected her to say something but she was just sitting quiet, so I continued. And then I kinda felt that all those expectations were kinda lost. Like theyre just excepting me to mess up all the time now. And I admit it, I do mess up all the time.

So you joined the cool gang to lower the expectations, but now that theyre low toy want them to be higher? She asked me.

Yeh, kinda. I said. And also, I found something out last year. One of my moms secrets. I looked at her. I didnt mean to, but I heard my auntie Alice talk to auntie Shane. And they were talking about Candace Jewel someone, and the mentioned my moms name. I looked in to it and apparently, Bette cheated on my mom before I was born.

Jenny just nodded her head.

And I think that Tina, my birthmom, settled with taking Bette back, because she knew her. I feel like its my fault she didnt get the wife she deserved.

I cant speak for your moms, but I dont think thats the case at all. Jenny said.

Well, after I found that out Ive kinda tried to resist Bette, cause if Tina sees that I dont like Bette maybe shell divorce her and get the lover she want. I looked at her. Its hard though, cause Bettes been like a mom to me, and I love her so much. But I dont want them to be together just because they think they have to cause of me.

Okay, what do think about if we invite your moms in here and you can tell them exactly what you told me now. And I promise they wont be mad at you, and Ill be here the whole time.

Do we have to? I asked.

No. But I promise youd feel so much better afterwards.

I thought about it for a while. It was cool that she gave me the right to choose. Okay, lets do it. I said.

I watched as Bette and Tina walked in to the room, they both looked confused.

I told them what I had told Jenny before and they both were crying when I was done.