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 Shane’s POV:

 She actually cared for me….even after I kidnapped her…and locked her up in a prison for about 2 weeks now. I have never had anyone else do a bandage for me….there were sometimes when I went to the ER or something….but there is a difference between the way the nurses deal with bandaging and stuff….its more rough…its like….they are doing their job….but when this girl, whose name I came to know from Eva is Molly…..Molly Kroll…..held my hand…I felt different….some feeling that I never thought that I would feel again….after Rach….I trusted my heart with Cherie…and it got me into this mess……now I can’t even pay for Shay’s school…..my WAX that I built with so much energy and enthusiasm is burnt…..

 If it were before….and I met Molly at the Planet I can totally imagine myself….trying to chat her up or something…or take her out to Milk or something….although she’s no gay….because that Richard is supposed to be her boyfriend…..but now everything is different….god knows when was the last time I showed up in the Planet….how much I miss Alice’s crazy gossips….and Tina, Bette and sweet little Angelica….and even Tasha and Papi. Although my job is done now….that son of a bitch Steve is not letting me out cause apparently he doesn’t have the money…..and I can’t just let go of this beautiful girl in my apartment room. Someone out there is on the set to kill her. 

   I don’t know why, but I feel this urge to protect her….from any harm of the world. She seems so sad all the time….obviously! How can i expect her to be happy and stuff when i myself kidnapped her and killed her boyfriend…even though he was actually an ass….so signed a deal with Jaffe to take over the Kroll Lawfirm, but then got into a fight with the Jaffe’s which caused Steve Jaffe to order me to killl him. Its complicated…..

 I like driving when the road is all nice and quiet…..I wonder what Shay is doing right now! I hope he’s having a good time in the summer program….that kid is the only reason why I feel the need to be alive right now. I would die to see him laugh. He’s just a sweetheart.