Tina:
Finally alone in her own personal dressing room at the back of the studio, Tina sits on a chair in front of a row of mirror dresser and looking ahead but her focus was not on her sight, the beautiful and memorable memory that took place just minutes ago keep on playing in her head, and she still feels the slight heat and throbbing in between her legs and butterflies in her stomach. Smiling goofy grin and then grin happily when she comes across certain events that just took place.
KnockKnock she is brought back to the present when someone knocks on the door.

She turns towards the door then stands up and proceeds to the door. Who would that be ask Tina out loud to herself happily. Opening the door to a big bouquet of beautifully arranged and wrapped flower, Miss Tina Kennard? come from the man behind those flower. Tina was thrilled with the flowers, its not like she has never received flowers before but she is just genuinely happy each time she receive some flowers. Signing on the receipt, the man leaves Tina with her flower. Smelling the sweet scent of the flower again brought Tina a joyful smile. Wondering who would it be sending those flower, Tina secretly hoping that it is from someone who had just made her so blissful. Searching through the flower for the card, Tina lay the flower down on the dresser slowly and carefully not to ruin the flower. She smiles and pats lightly and playfully on the flower before opening the card with a little shaky hand, anxiously it reads
To my love,
Oh My thought Tina happily, eagerly and anxiously while her face started to flush.
Congratulations on the ending of the shooting. Dinner tonight? Say 7.30pm? Yours, Eric

Ericwhispers Tina as if trying to recall the memory of the existence of this person. Then gradually Erics form and image come clear in her mind. Damn suddenly feeling so bad, guilt, fear, and confusion, all haunting the sudden weakening blonde. She drops herself on a chair and tears started to threatened to fall, soon the exhausted blonde bending her body with her shoulders dropping started to sob with her face in her hands on the chair.

Moments later, Tina is interrupted when her cell started to ring. Looking at the caller id, she wipes away her tears quickly, takes a deep breath and clears her throat, trying to pull a mask to cover her current feeling and condition while trying to sooth herself. Taking one last breathe

Heythanks for the lovely flower, purr the blonde.
Youre welcome and congratulationscome from the other end of line.
Thanks respond Tina and sighed, then struggling to continue.
So dinner tonight? said Eric gently and lovingly.
Yeah, 7.30? What should I wear? said Tina now relaxing her face and head muscle that has been tensing.
Grand…and ***** flirts Eric.
Alright, see you then said Tina softly and calmly trying to end the phone call.
Alrightlove you
Bye come from Tina and then hitting the end button before the never ending bye bye-ing take place.

Throwing her cell on the dresser, Tina slammed her back to the chair shutting her eyes thinking, My life is going to be miserable and then tears make it way down her cheeks.

7.15pm, Tina tries to get herself mentally ready for the evening while nervously waiting for Eric to arrive. Trying so hard to relax and try to be natural, Bettes image keeps on popping out in her mind. Getting frustrated, she starts to kick Bette to the back of her mind. Tina locks up the feeling she has for Bette once again

Tina plasters a fake smile on her face throughout the dinner. Her anticipation in the conversations they have during the dinner is very inactive. This is not gone unnoticed by Eric.

After the dinner and when they are in front of Tinas place to end their night, Eric hugs Tina tightly as the blonde tries so hard to relax and seek for the love in the embrace. They break the embrace then stares intently into each other before Eric leans in to kiss Tina on the lips. Every muscle and nerves in Tina is shouting at her to back off, but in order not to hurt the gentleman in front of her, she stuck still in her place forcing herself to accept the kiss.

The feeling is just not right; it feels so out of place. Eric deepening the kiss but Tina feels like she is drowning and something is choking her. Suddenly an idea hit her mind, Maybe Ill get the answer

Moments later they are slumped into Tinas bed together. Tina is just doing what is needed, the feeling of doing those are so not natural or mutual at all. Oh moaned Tina when Eric enters her, it sounds more like pain than pleasure. Trying to ease her mind and force herself to relax, the pain is soothing down. Thrust after thrust, Bette came crawling out making its existence into Tinas mind. Then only Tina started to truly feel at ease and enjoys the ride imagining it is Bette that is thrusting her. Tina is getting turned on with the image of Bette moving rhythmically on her behind her shutting eyes.

Oh moaned Eric. After the shock of wave curse through his body, he then slumped down to the other side of the bed and it wakes Tina from her illusions. That was great whisper him before kissing Tina one last time then snooze off with one arm dragging across her stomach. Tina with her eyes wide open started to get scared of her new found answer. She just clearly realized that she could never feel the love and comfort with Eric anymore. The worries that she is having totally out weight her unfinished turned-on business.

Ericfamilyfriendssocietycareer Tina thinks would all be crashed if she opens up her true feelings and desires toward Bette. Suddenly confusion march in, What do I feel for her actually For the record, she starts to sob again, never in her life she cried so many times within 24 hours. Tina turns to the other side of the bed away from Eric then curl up her body to start her uncontrollably sob. Feeling so helpless, sad, confused, lost, alone and exhausted BetteBette weep Tina continuing I need you curling up even more feeling a great pain stabbing through her heart knowing the fact that she cannot be with Bette and Bette cannot be there to comfort her. It is like the end of the world for her and the whole world has turned its back to her. Tinas whole body shakes from her sob and she feels aches all over her body that she could not even indicate where the aches origin. God knows how much torture has she taken up the whole night and how much tears that she had sheared. Finally Gods mercy, sleep takes over the totally tired vulnerable blonde.