“I….was gonna say goodnight…..”

“Yeah…Carmen….um I’ll take the….uh…um…couch yeah…”

“Yes…..Goodnight…”

Neither of us move. My insides are yelling at me to touch her. She has this look in her of pure want…I can only imagine what I must look like to her…

“You are beautiful…Carmen… I really want to touch you right now….”

“Go ahead…”

She pulls me closer to her…on top of her of her really. My heart pounds. The blood rushing fast to all the places I want her mouth on. She rests on her elbows to  kiss me fuller. The feeling of her crushed under me was so complete…like I was always supposed to be here. It gets deeper the kisses. it gets more feverish the feeling…we are slowly grinding into each other…she sits up and pulls her t-shirt off…I join her in taking mine off…not even over my shoulders and I feel the shocking hot feel of her mouth on my nipples…the feel of her tongue her teeth…I moan out loud her name…she helps me get the t-shirt off. And I place my hands on her breasts…we move as one further up in the couch for more room.

She looks me in the eye as if to ask permission for what she wants. I  grab her face and kiss her. Hoping it sends the right message…

“I want you Shane…please..”

“Carmen I don’t want to hurt you…I…don’t want you to hurt me…”

“Shane…we don’t know what’s gonna happen…but right now we are hurting each other more the longer we don’t  do this…..I know you feel it. Between us…I know you want it…”

I move my hand into her sweats…..I feel the silkiness of her thighs. That humid feel the closer I get, burning hot her breath on my throat…I can feel her getting hotter the closer I get…

“Go ahead Shane…”

She has a hard time concentrating with my fingers distracting her. Her eye trying to focus. her nipples hard little specs on me…and she moves so fast to get inside me…we move as one…the sweat of us…the feel of us…she says fuck me…and it triggers something wild in me…we are getting there slowly then building faster and faster…we kiss. Her tongue and my tongue…my eyes won’t stay open…the blinding feeling the words of yes…and right there and oh god…and Shane, Shane, Shane…and my name off those lips full of life. And we kiss and come and kiss and come…..