Bettes in her car:

As bette  drives home she retraces the nights advents ‘why the fuck did I have to kiss her, nice going Bette you really did a number this time. what has happend to me in the last 6 hours, last night I was fine, hanging out with Al and Shane at Milk, cheaking out all the protentals and leaving with…shit what was her name? then today also same day went for coffee listened to Alices bullshit came to work and then tonight, my life had changed…..Fuck Tina what have you done to me? Why cant I forget about you, why was there a need to kiss you, why did you kiss me back the way you did. I know one thing.. I wont be able to sleep tonight. All I want to do is stear into those amazing dark hazel eyes, kiss those fucking awesome lips and that body….my god she has a body of a princess. What is this feeling, am I going insane, am I crushing on someone who by the way is straight and has a boyfriend, maybe I want what I cant have, no thats not it, I get almost everything I want, maybe…maybe..I don’t know but am I falling inlove with her? I dont know what love feels like, I mean I love my family, my friends and my car but this is different, I ache for her, I need her… fuck! Just get home and have a nice bath and relax. I can deal with it tomorrow.’

 Tinas Appartment:

Tina arrives home, as she sits in the lounge she cant help but feel her heart breaking…like something is missing ‘why do I feel the way I do, why cant I forget about her. My god Bette, what have you done to me? I was so sure of myself before tonight. I was happy with Eric, he loves me and I thought he satisfied me but now…fuck now I dont know becuase I have never felt with him what I feel right now. I dont know what to do, maybe Bette is right maybe we can work this out together but what am I ment to say to my family and Eric ‘hi I am not sure but I have those uncontrollable and intense feelings for a woman but am not gay, I just dont know what I am.’ Yeah thats nice Tina, thats a great thing to tell the people who love you most. Give them a heartattack why dont you. I need to hear her voice…I’ll wait until tomorrow to call her, you dont want to seem to desperate. Tomorrow!