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Tina quickly shut the computer. She looked behind her and saw Angelica sleeping soundly on the bed, her hand tucked under her chin. Tina put her head on the laptop and shuddered. She felt dizzy and tired, her mind far too awake for her body. It had been six months since her daughter was born and six months of restless sleep habits and caffeine overdoses. Half a year ago, she moved home with Bette to start a family. Often Tina wondered why she chose to go back to Bette. Was it because she missed her? Or did she miss the idea of being loved and feeling stable? Was is because she was afraid to raise a child alone or because she truly wanted Bette to be part of her life again?
Bette and Tina went through marriage counselors like magazines. If they found one they could connect with equally, they tired of her after a few pages. If she didn’t strike them as interesting with the first impression, they tossed her into the recycling bin with everyone else. Tina tried to have an open mind, but she and Bette could never agree completely. And deep down inside, Tina knew it was more than trusting a counselor. It was trusting herself that hindered confiding with someone. She had a block when she tried to be honest with someone and especially with Bette. Sitting down week after week with her wife and a counselor suffocated her. She couldn’t speak, but she could pretend easily enough. If she was honest, she’d admit it wasn’t a counselor that she couldn’t connect with, it was her own wife.
Tina was tempted to open the laptop and continue the conversation with daddyof2 on the computer, but thought better of it. She wondered what kind of daddy would search for sex online then she looked at her own self and sighed. She realized she wasn’t the only lonely person in the world.
In the past when she needed to talk, she’d call Alice. But now her best friend was lost in her own world of denial over a lost love. The last thing Alice needed was to absorb more heartbreak.
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Now wouldn’t that have been a nice episode? Too bad it is only in fanfic!
Thank you for writing that, after last night’s episode, spoilers (i tried to avoid) and watching the secens for next weeks episode, I am about to just call it quits and not watch the show!! But this chappy still has me beleive maybe someway it can work out, (or at least in FF) I hope you do this for the rest of the season!! :)
Great job. Thanks for posting this.
Thanks a lot I really needed this I just wish it were true
I wish! Likely to happen, not.
welcome back! definitely prefer your endings….thanks!
Very nice. And so much nicer than what we’ve gotten so far on the show…and what I dread we might get (unspoiled…but bashed with enough anvils so far).
I was worried that them having sex would have just been a way to temporarily fix things, but the note the next morning gave me a glimmer of hope that things could very well get better. It’s too bad that the show has gone to shit after only 2 episodes this season.
I agree that would have been great if that had really happened last night…One can only hope…LOL I do love your writing..Post again soon
thank god we have fan fic, after what IC is going to put us thru with this season/B&T, we are gonna need more stories like this…seriously we need to file this and send it off to the network!!!! tks
i agree with telizh!! WTF is happening? i don’t know if i can watch another season of BT destroying each other. i have to tell myself it is only tv, but it is still sad because it happens in real life too. Thank god for this FF site and the people who write great stories for us sentimental love birds. thanks
Whoa…if only last night’s episode had happened like this!! Nice story, Fareast!
I wish this were an actual episode! Nicely written!
I wish you could trade places with Ilene!! This is so much better!!! I don’t even know why she said drama attracts people to watch, cause I like this much more!!! :-) Thank you, I’m going to bed now, and I’m happy again!
This? Is why fanfic rules! Thanks fareast!
That’s what we want to happen next to the end of ep2… Send it to IC and knock some sense into her mind…
This was great – feel free to do this again :o))
that would make me so happy if this scene actually happened in 302…please go and write for IC, they need talanted people who know what drama is, and you would be perfect…thanks for that chapter
so glad you wrote this chapter. last night’s episode was frustrating! looks like you’ll need to rewrite Season 3, the way things are going. let’s hope not!!!…love your writing!
I Needed That! Thanks so much. I have been moping all day after 3.02 last night.
This is like a vignette. Why couldn’t this have happened? Too direct and straightforward. They can’t do this b/c JB is pregnant and definitely would not show her body in a love scene while she is preggers. But IC could find a different s/l for them.
I truly felt empty after last nights ep. I just can’t wrap my head around the whole thing. I’m not sure I’ll continue watching, if this is what is in store for our favorite couple. Thankyou for putting an alternate spin on that scene.
i hope u r plannin to continue this!!!!!!!!!!
In Ep 2, in the end where Tina was chatting on her laptop, I got THE chills and felt deeply sad. It’s like an omen. But after reading your fic, Fareast, I definitely felt better. Why can’t they put the drama solely on Jenny? (Lord knows she wallows in it anyway.) And just give everyone else some good times and stuff. The adoption lady was already nasty enough to B&T, and that asshole of a nephew (he put the EW! in nephew), too. Thanks for your alt/fic, Fareast. Cheers!
yes- last night’s episode was truly painful to watch, but your version surely helps soften the pain. thanks and i hope that you continue to do this throughout what will undoubtedly be a very long and torturous season.
That was so great! I read somewhere that tina and bette don’t even touch each other through the first six episodes, but if you keep writing like this, i think i’ll be ok. I’ve always loved your writing style!! please keep writing!!!
i think the reason why ther are no love scenes between b t is because jennifer is pregnant. but last nights episode hasconvinced me that bette is not happy right now the love is still there theyjust have to find a way back. if bette and tina were happy and have no problemsthey would be boring ,so i think it willget better after they start dating otherpeople. but i dont think bette will come back to tina after she starts dating the senator, then tina gets a dose of her own medicine as u would saytick for tack.but u no illene is going to find a way to bring them back together.
And that is why I love fanfic!! Thanks I needed that…why oh why can’t that be real??
You know what, you should definitely do these chapters after a bad B&T episode… seriously, you should… if not just to keep me sane! Oh how I wish they actually did this, Bette just taking Tina right there and then on the couch! Hot damn.
Fareast, your story is a heavenly gift. I am so worn out on all the anguish on the show and in fan fiction. This happy love can get you through anything story is just what I needed to improve my spirits, truly…thank you.
Damn…that would have made a nice episode 2 then what we got. Too bad, IC or TPTB think that the crap they’re giving us is what we actually want.
Fareast….perhaps what you shared with us is what IC is trying to achieve in her own screwed up way. If only she had your gift of clarity.
That was a pleasure. For B & T, and me. But why does Tina get dressed when all the kid wants to see is the lunch wagon?
IF ONLY thanks
Fareast! Yet another brilliant piece of fan fiction writing. Wouldn’t it have been simply lovely to see just this on Sunday night’s episode? I know I would have truly loved to see Tina and Bette get their act together so to speak. More than a million thank yous for writing this as it should have been!
And that is how it would be in real life! THis season is so negative I feel like I’m watching a Horror series not a drama. Thank you for this post :)
fareast..we can only dream about this and hope you can do this for the next 10 episodes. thank you
This is what I needed! This is so much more real and true. Thank you writing this , I will return to it again and again during this season which seems to have doom in store for Bette and Tina.
Halleluia ! A writer with some sense. Thank you
If the show like this, we all be happy!
Fareast,If only! If Only!Another wonderous insight into what could have been and what should have been.Magnificent as always,Your Loyal Fan.
Thank you, Jesus! Thank you, Fareast!
This was great. I needed to read something like this after seeing all the spoilers (which are ruining the fun of the show for me, by the way, but they’re just too darn addicting!) Thanks for posting…I wish you were one of the writers on the show!
That was a great story line. I agree with Gumby, one of the episodes needs to have something like this in it. Boy, I am so disappointed with the path they have Tina on, but your path was a hell of a lot better. Maybe you should send this writing to IC.
Now this is cool. I so wish S3 was more like this. It so hurts to see Bette in those eps. so sad and all. Great job hoop to read more from you soon.
Thanks for the story – I belive you should be writing for Showtime instead of the crap in season 3 – wonderfull