The video ended and Carmen and I were in a fit of tears. “She wanted to kill herself, but she didn’t get that chance did she?” Carmen said.

“Or maybe she just gave up early,” I said, “I can’t believe she would do that!”

“Maybe that’s why she didn’t put this video in the gift,” Carmen said, “maybe she changed her mind.”

“God, Jenny,” I said crying, “I tried to save you. I really did.”

“You couldn’t, Shane,” Carmen said wiping the tears and pressing her lips gently to mine. I looked at her in the eyes and I saw sympathy.

I kissed her again more forcefully then parted from her, looking into her eyes once more. Now I saw a fire in her eyes that threatened to burn down my soul. She pounced on me pressing her lips to mine and climbing on top of me.

I returned the kiss passionately unable to contain myself when she touched me. We moaned into the kiss and her hands moved to my shirt. When she started to lift up my shirt I stopped her and said, “are you sure you wanna do this? Isn’t this too soon?”

“God, Shane, I’m burning alive,” Carmen said huskily, “I can’t live another day without your touch.” She pounced once more, kissing me roughly and lifting off my shirt.

“Carmen,” I moaned once I felt her hands on my breasts. She kneaded them mercilessly as I threw my head back. “Mother fucker,” I moaned feeling her lips encircle my nipple.

I took control and lifted off her shirt smiling when I saw she wasn’t wearing a bra. I latched my lips onto her nipple moaning when I heard the loud moan that escaped her lips. She took the dominance again, pushing me down onto my back and putting my hands over my head. She liked doing that. She held my hands up with one hand while her other hand unbuckled my pants. My breath was picking up too fast and I started struggling against her to try to get the upper hand. She held me strong as she slid her hand into my pants and panties and touched my moist center roughly. She went directly to the spot making me buck up instinctively and let out a gasp. I was able to get one of my hands loose and I slid it down her body.

She was so engrossed in rubbing my clit that she didn’t object when I started unbuckling her jeans. I slid my hand in and imitated her movements and enjoyed the sound of her moan. I don’t like to moan but I couldn’t hold it back when her finger entered me.

“Ahhh fuck!” I moaned slipping my own finger inside of her.

“Yesss,” Carmen moaned bucking into my hand. She started pressing her hips into her hand, making her finger sink deeper within me while at the same taking in mine.

Our moans started to fill the room and sweat started to fill our bodies. “Fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK!” Carmen yelled as her body started trembling ferociously and her pussy started clamping around my fingers. Her scream was enough to send me over my own edge and I came hard with a long moan.

She collapsed onto my chest and I wrapped my arms around her holding her to me. “God, I’ve missed you,” I whispered.

“I missed you too,” Carmen said struggling to catch her breath.

“Carmen?” I said.

“Hmm?” she said sleepily.

“I love you…”