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Like Looking Into a Mirror Ch.19: Ode to Rae
Alice, Dana, Tonya and Jenny had made sure that they would have a good place to sit for the show, so they arrived early. Tonya for some reason was making sure that she was touching Dana at all times and this was driving Alice insane. Dana could see that it was bothering Alice and to be honest it was really bothering Dana, too. To distract herself from Tonya, Alice wrote down things in her notebook that she brought with her.
Kit was busy ordering employees around as they place was becoming increasingly busy.
Tina should be here soon. I think that Bette might be coming, too. Alice said to the other women.
Oh, that should be interesting. Dana sighed.
Jenny was looking around the Planet, noticing all of the different types of people that had come for the show. Punks, Goths, rich, hippies, butches and femmes. You name it it was there.
I hope this show is just a tad bit more entertaining then the last one. Not that the band isnt good, it does have potential, but the band seems like it should be playing the dirty bars, not here. Tonya said.
Jenny glanced at Tonya with a confused look, while Alice glared at her.
You didnt have to come if you didnt like the music. Dana grumbled.
Well, then I wouldnt be able to spend time with you baby. Tonya leaned over and kissed the side of Danas mouth.
I didnt think their last show sucked at all. Its not to sit and talk ***** about the band. If you werent so keen on them, you shouldve just stayed home. Alice said. Tonyas mouth dropped open and Dana just stared wide-eyed at Alice. Excuse me I see Tina.
Alice stood up and walked over to Tina who was looking around for them.
Hey T. Alice hugged her. How are you?
Im okay. Tina smiled. So Bette might be here tonight, she called me to let me know. I wasnt going to come but then I thought its time I deal with being around her.
Alice smiled, Im proud of you. Our table is over there. They looked up and watched, as Dana and Tonya seemed to be arguing. Tonya stood out and stormed out. Dana followed her. Alice could see through the window they were arguing more. Shane walked past them saying hello and then hurried in because she didnt want to interrupt their fight.
Whoa, talk about tension out there. Shane said taking her coat off.
Yeah, lets go to our table. They all made their way to the table where Jenny sat.
Hey, Jenn. Shane said.
Hi, Jenny. Tina smiled.
Hey you guys. Im so excited to see Andies band. Jenny said happily.
Where is Andie? Alice asked.
With the band I think. Shane answered; she sat back in her chair.
Alice kept looking over at the window watching Tonya and Dana. Tonya walked off, leaving Dana watching after her. Alice felt bad for a minute. Dana turned around and gazed at Alice. She nodded once. Shane turned around and looked at what Alice was staring at. Dana came back into the Planet and sat down. Her eyes were filled with several emotions.
You ok, Dane? Shane asked.
Yeah, Ill be fine. Dana said.
Tina began to ask something when they heard a familiar voice.
Ladies, may I sit with you? It was Velvet. Shane smiled and stood up to hug the beauty.
You made it! Shane said. Of course sit with us.
Tina looked a little embarrassed as Velvet sat down next to her. Tina was in complete awe of the woman who was wearing a black and pink spaghetti strap 1950s dress, her raven black hair in loose curls.
Tina how are you? Velvet asked touching the back of her hand.
Im better Velvet, thanks. Tina smiled to her. I want to thank you again for the other night.
It was nothing really, hun. I just wish I cold have helped more. Velvet said.
They smiled at each other.
Velvet, after the show, can I get some comments from you? Im doing an article on Andies band and the Planet. Alice spoke up louder as the Planet filled up.
Sure. Velvet crossed her legs.
A woman accidentally bumped into Shanes chair. A sultry voice said, Excuse me.
Sure. Shane said and then watched the woman walk over to a table. She was wearing a black leather tie up vest and tight faded jeans. She was with a very tall strawberry blonde man who was in all black. When she sat down, she leaned way back in her chair and pushed her boyish choppy black hair out of her eyes. She had hot red lipstick on and extremely thick eyeliner. The woman was breathtaking in her own way.
Hey, thats Brody Dalle from the Distillers and Josh Homme from Queen of the Stone Age. Alice said to the women.
Oh, yeah, they looked familiar. Shane said.
Suddenly, Kit was on stage.
All right, everyone, first Id like to thank all of you for coming out this evening. Now the front woman of this band.
Zo was peeking out through the side of the stage.
Holy *****! Zo gasped. There are a lot of people out there, you guys.
God dont tell me that *****. Im gonna yak. Andie said, just as she heard Kit announce the band, Darius and Samson walked out on stage with Zo following them. Andie took a deep breath and walked out too.
The women at Shanes table all stood up and whistled and cheered loudly. A big smile stayed on Shanes face when she looked at Andie. They sat back down, when she stepped up to the microphone. The blonde ends of her hair were dyed a sky blue and it hung stick straight. Her face glowed with lips a matte burgundy and eyeliner that formed a cats eye effect around her gray eyes.
Wow! We were not expecting this big of a turn out. So thanks for coming. Andie smiled and Zo stepped forward and began to play her guitar in a steady rhythm.
During the first four songs, everyone was moving to the music. Andie showed a lot of energy. She would move her hips behind her guitar teasingly, winking at the women. Her hair had become wet with sweat from the hot lights. Andie pulled off her shirt to reveal a light blue tank top.
I bet you all thought I was gonna get naked, not this early in the show, thats the finale. Andie joked. Did you guys like my hair before I started sweating?
The crowd screamed and yelled out.
Well, theres this hot number. I believe her name is Shane McCutcheon. Some ladies booed and other whistled. Dont be haters. Anyway, she did my hair, so go see her at Lather salon. Andie smirked at Shane, who laughed and shook her head.
Ooooo, a free plug in, Shane! Tina said.
Zo had brought over a few stools to sit on. She and Andie picked up their acoustic guitar and sat down.
All right, as the very wise Hedwig from Hedwig and the Angry Inch would say. Were gonna take it down a notch for a moment. Andie smiled. On a serious note. Zo and I are to play two songs for you acoustic. These are very special to both of us and weve never played them before anyone, so bare with us. The club quieted down and Andie could see Bette coming in and sitting at the counter with Kit. She turned around to watch the show.
About seven years ago, my little sister and Zos lover, died. We have never dedicated songs to her. The first song, I wrote for her and the second one was her favorite song. So this is for Rae. Andie said sadly then nodded to Zo. Zo began to play her guitar in the slow melody, while Andie held onto her mic singing the words that were so deep and personal to her. Andie tried to keep her voice from breaking up. Zo kept her head down as she played. She knew if she looked up she would probably lose it.
When the song ended. The club remained completely silent. Andie took a deep breath before speaking again. For a moment Andie didnt know if she would be able to do the other song, but she had told herself over and over that this would be hard. Andie looked out into the club and saw Shane watching her and smiling.
This next song is called Weak As I Am. Andie finally spoke.
Lost in time I cant count the words
I said when I thought they went unheard
All of those harsh thoughts so unkind
cos I wanted you
And now I sit here Im all alone
So here sits a bloody mess, tears fly home
A circle of angels, deep in war
cos I wanted you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep as I am, Im no ones fool
Weak as I am
So what am I now Im love last home
Im all of the soft words I once owned
If I opened my he heart, thered be no space for air
cos I wanted you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep as I am, Im no ones fool
Weak as I am
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
Weak as I am
Weak as I am
Weak as I am
Weak as I am, am, am
Weak as I am
Am I to much for you
Weak as I am
Am I to much for you
Weak as I am
Am I to much for you
Weak as I am
Am I to much for you
Weak as I am
For some reason this song got to Andie the most. Her voice cracked a bit and she was thankful that Zo was singing with her. Andie thought of how Rae would play the song over and over all the time. So much that Zo and Andie knew how to play and sing it without ever having to find the sheet music.
It was killing Shane to see Andie hurting up on the stage, it was obvious to anyone that was paying attention. The pain in her voice haunted Shane. She looked around the table at the other women. Tina and Jennys eyes were glossed over. Alice had tears rolling down her cheeks, while Velvet and Dana had completely serious face on. Shane looked over at Brody Dalles table, who was quietly singing a long.
The last chords were played and the room stayed quiet again. This time both of the singers had their heads down, shielding their faces. The crowd began to clap and the women who were slowly becoming Andies friends stood up and clapped for her, but she did not see them because her head was down. Samson and Darius came on the stage, while Andie and Zo put away the stools and acoustic guitars. With their backs to the audience Andie and Zo wiped away the tears that had fallen. Andie looked over at Zo and then hugged her tightly before turning around to begin the next song. When Andie saw all of the women at Shanes table standing and clapping, she smiled brightly to them. She looked over the crowd and noticed a shadowy figure that was much like her sisters. The figure stepped into the light and Rae smiled up at Andie and then waved. The ghostly figure disappeared and all that Andie could do was smile.
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(8 votes, average: 4.50 out of 5)
nice update, keep up the good work
Beautiful ,sad and very intenses,so sweet that love for someone never dies Thanks so much 5 stars.
just whoa.. intense and sweet. yay brody dalle! she rocks.great updates :)
mmmmhh…i just…well..just wanted to tell you the same thing InShane said: whoa!!!!
those 2 last chapters were incredible…serious… Secret:(last one made glassy eyes) You know how to write girl! never let anyone tell you any different…adios y besos
It’s always great to have an habit, and two updates. That’s even better.
Hi Shy, I have been following this story. great updates I got goose bumps at the end. keep going!