“I thought the same. She really loves her”, Alice replied with a sad tone and looked over to Dana.
“Hey”, a low voice and a familiar figure appeard behind Tina.

“Shane, nice to see you here. Sit down”, Tina smiled suprised at her and told her to sit down.
“I thought you were at work?”, Jenny asked.
“Chase said I should head home”, Shane simply answered.
“And I know why he did that”, Alice whispered to herself as she took a closer look at Shane.
She looked horrible. It was obvious that she lost weight and she didn´t look that healthy.
“What?”, Shane shouted out harsh as she saw how was everybody looking at her like she was a old poor widow.
Just then Kit came up with a double shot and a muffin for Shane.
“That´s on the house, baby girl. I´m happy to see you back here”, Kit said and gave Shane a short hug which Shane didn´t responded.
Kit looked a little bit bewildered at the others and headed back to work.
“So how´s your work doing, Shane?”, Tina asked to light up the mood.
“Pretty good”, Shane answered polite.
“Yeah I´m sure the girls are still waiting month to get a haircut from you”, Alice joked and everybody started to laughed but were interuppted by Shane.
“Can you just for once, shut your f*cking mouth up”, Shane yelled upset over to Alice.
The whole restaurant seemed to pay attantion what was going on at their table, now.
Everybody looked bewildered at Shane.
Even Shane looked confused and tears were filling her eyes.
Before anybody could say anything she stood up and rushed to the door.
“Shane wait”, Alice shouted and ran after her.

She saw Shane walking down the street.
“Shane, please wait”, Alice called out and run down the street.
“Come on, Shane. Stop.”, Alice said breathless from running and stood in front of her.
Shane wiped the tears she had cried silently away with her hand.
“Hey…..come here”, Alice said and hugged Shane.
Shane was close to lose it again and started to shake but tried to hold her tears back.
“Let´s go back, I´m sure Kit wouldn´t mind if we would block her office for a while”, Alice said and guided Shane back into the direction from the planet.

“I´m sorry Al…I…I just down know”, Shane stammered.
“It okay Shane. Just talk to me okay”, Alice replied.
“Tell me how are you doing?”, she asked seriously and sat down on Kit´s desk.
Shane leand against the wall and sight. A few minutes passed by but Alice knew Shane long enough to give her time.
“I´m nothing without her. I can´t sleep, I can´t eat……nothing´s worth without her.
I need her, Al. I never thought I would say this about a women but I can´t live without her. It just hurts. It´s hurting so bad”, Shane poured out her mind in front of Alice in one breath.

She couldn´t believe what she was doing. She fell for Cramen in every way. So much that she cried the whole day like a baby and importune her friends with her fu*ed up situation.
“She loves you Shane. I´m sure she just overreacted after she came out to her family and it didn´t went out that well”, Alice said making Shane hope.
“I just don´t….ah f*ck I understand her. I mean if I would chose between a loving family and me I would definitly pick the family. I know I´m selfish but..”
“Shane, your nose”, Alice cut in and pointed into the middle of her face.
“F*ck…”, Shane said to herself and grabbed a paper towel from the cupboard.
“Don´t tell me you started doing this s*it again”, Alice asked concerned.
“I´m…no…it´s just the dry air”, Shane lied.
“You know what I´ll head home and try to get some sleep cause I promised Jenny to come back here tonight”, Shane said suddenly in a hurry.
“Tell the others I´m sorry”, with these words Shane dissapered out of Kit´s office.
“Yeah see ya tonight”, Alice said silently looking worried about Shane through the office.