Shane walked into Milk, looking for Maria. She keeps thinking about a lot. Shes torn in between sisters, but she know who shes really in love with. She spotted Maria, standing next to the bathroom. She looked at Maria and saw Carmen. She turned away and looked again and saw Maria. She thought she was going crazy. Shane turned herself around and walked out of Milk. She started to walk down the street and lit up a cigarette. She kept thinking about Carmen, and why she kept blowing things with her. Shane kept walking until she felt someone behind her. She turned around and saw Maria.

Where you running off to? She asked.

I cant do this. Im sorry Maria, I cant.

Did I do something wrong?

No, you didnt. I–, its me. Its my bullshit that I have to deal with.

What are you saying Shane?

Maria, I cant see you anymore. I still care for your sister too much, and I keep losing her by doing this. Im sorry, its probably something you didnt want to hear. Maria stood there, teary-eyed. She couldnt believe it. She thought she could had a chance with Shane, but she knew deep down that she wasnt going to. But she doesnt like having her heart broken.

Alright, I guess I wasnt what you wanted. So I guess this is goodbye. She kissed Shane one last time and walked the other way. Shane turned back around and headed back to the house.

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Carmen was in the kitchen, grabbing beer for her and Jenny. Shane came walking through the doorway and sat her stuff down on the table. Carmen looked at her and started to walk out of the kitchen. Shane stopped her and pulled her close to her.

Im sorry for early today of what I said. I couldnt go through with it with Maria. I really care for you Carmen, and I want more from you. I dont just want to be friends. I want to be more than that, but itll be hard for me cause Ive been through a lot. Carmen stood there and listening to what she had to say. Carmen, I”I love you. Youre amazing, and I love being around you. Its just that youre with Jenny, and its hard for me to watch you guys all in my face.

How did you think I felt when you would be with another female in my face? Shane didnt have anything to say. My point exactly.

I did that so I could get my mind off of you, but it never worked out for me. Cause I could do was think of you all the time, and it would killed me. I tried ways to forget about you, but my feelings would never go away. I”. Carmen put her hand up to Shanes mouth.

Shut up and kiss me already. Shane smiled and kissed Carmen passionately. Shane backed her up against the refrigerator. Carmen cupped Shanes face and kissed her softly. Shane slid her tongue into her mouth and heard Carmen moan against Shanes full lips. Before they got any more heavier, Carmen stopped herself.

Im forgetting Jenny. Well finish this later alright. I promise. Just let me talk to Jenny ok?

Yeah, sure. Shane pulled away from Carmen and grabbed her stuff. Carmen grabbed Shane and kissed her one last time. She grabbed hers and Jennys beers. She walked back to Jennys room. Shane leaned against the kitchen counter and smiled to herself. Mark came walking through the back door and went to the refrigerator.

So, how was your date with Maria tonight?

I didnt work out. I had to let her go.

Sounds brutal. I walked over to the cabinet and grabbed a cup.

No I think it was best way to end it. I couldnt do it to Carmen. So I just let her go. I think it has been the best thing Ive done. Good night. Shane pat Mark on the back and walked to her room.