Okay I have to get out of this car at some point I mean what time is it any way. I look at my watch nearly 4, oh my god I have been parked in Danas driveway for almost 30 minutes. I can’t let her do it, Tonya only like Dana for her money, it not like what I feel for her. Okay, I so have to stop talking to myself.

Why cant I do this, its not like I have never got out of my car and rang Danas door. Step one get out of the car, see that wasnt so hard. Step two walk up to the door, two out of two so far. Step three ring the bell, okay hand stop shaking and press the ***** bell.

*****, why am I doing this, Im insane to even think she would feel the same. Okay, Pieszecki, clam the ***** down, its only Dana, your best friend, the person you care so much about that you went with her when she came out to her parents, the person you love. Oh my god, ooh my god. *****, the light just came on. God, I hope its not the cat killer, Tonya.

The door slowly opens and there she is, Dana, and my, my miss Dana, dont you look hot. Okay I should say some.

Hi God I feel like a teenager again, why am I so nervous?

Hi Dana says, barely above a whisper.

Hi Why am I repeating myself, I have to talk

What. Whats going on? Its 4 am

I know because I have been here for 30 minute getting up the nerve to ring the door, okay that was in my head, you have to stop that Pieszecki.

Are you okay? Thats Dana always worried about someone else.

You cant marry Tonya I can hardly look at her.
Sweetie, are you okay, do you need me? Oh *****, Tonya, god I hope she doesnt come out here.
No. No, no, its okay. Dana replies as she open the door and leans in, when she has finished she closes the door.
What are you talking about, why? I think shes in shock, Im not sure.
Because Okay, Alice that was lame.
Because why? Now she frustrated.
Because Okay that wasnt even audio. Clearly word arent going to come out and help me here, me, Alice Pieszecki, cant form words. Im going to have to tell her the only other way I know how.

I lean forward; my life is in slow motion. I can feel her breath on my lips, its now or never. I touch her lips with mine, sweetly. The kiss only last a second or two but god I hope she knows what Im trying to tell her because otherwise Im going to feel stupid.
God I so nervous, Im staring at the ground, which I havent done after kissing someone since like 6th graded. But Dana isnt just someone, she is Dana, my best friend, the person who Im falling in love with, oh my god did I just say that. Im in love with Dana Fairbanks.
I can feel her staring at me, which doesnt help with the nerves, I look up and into her eyes, and theyre so beautiful. I feel her hands on my shoulders as she leans forward and kisses me, this time the kiss has more passion and is so much hotter and lasts for what feels like forever but is over too soon.
I lean my forehead on Danas. God Im nervous, again. I pull away.
Oh, god. Okay. Gotta go. Gotta go.
I cant do this, I have to go. Turn and run to my car. I struggle with my car keys and open the door and sit in seat. I can see her steadying herself against the door frame. Oh my god. I just kissed Dana Fairbanks. Does she feel the same? Love, is it real?

tbc