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    Love Lost, Chapter 3

    Story written on June 17, 2006 by So_Gay*.
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    “We really need to talk about this.”

    And then came the affair…

    Her world suddenly collapsed around her taking her with it. Tina felt as if she had suddenly contracted this weird form of amnesia in which she was conscious of who she and Bette were supposed to be, but for some reason reality didn’t match up. All she wanted was to wake from this nightmare and find herself in those loving arms, safe in the knowledge that her family, the life inside of her included, was secure and strong and able to withstand any obstacle thrown at them.

    When she didn’t wake and finally conceded this new, uglier reality, she began trying to piece herself back together. Hooking up with Helena wasn’t the best move on her part, but it was comforting to an extent having someone fawn over her. She definitely enjoyed the attention, and she had since found a great friend. Then, there was the brief rendezvous with Bette when things between her and Helena became rocky.

    That day was absolutely magical. Having Bette with her at the ultra sound and then going to her apartment and making love made everything feel so right, if only for that tiny moment in time. Afterwards she began remembering all the good parts about their relationship, all the love they shared, and the plans they made for a family… It all came rushing back, like water bursting through a crack in a dam, and she saw a promise that was never meant to be broken.

    So she enjoyed her fantasy for a while, basking in those memories, with a little something else nagging at the edges. Not wanting to discover what this nagging was, she tried very hard to ignore it. She didn’t want it to consume her and pull her away from Bette once more. She just wanted Bette and their baby and the life they had planned…

    However, once Angelica was born the nagging could no longer be ignored. She still wasn’t sure what it was, only that it caused her to push Bette further and further away. Postpartum depression was one of the things she had read about, and to a degree it may have been this combined with readjusting to her body that would cause her to lash out. But there was something deeper, something she was still searching for, a tiny puzzle piece perhaps, that would complete her.

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    1. The Tibette Ship is slowly righting itself. I hope that both women are able to really sit down and talk about all the pain and suffering that both have endured the past 2 years. I am so looking forward to reading what comes next.

    4. Fantastic as usual. Love how your giving each of them their moments to relive and remember. I’m a true believer in all roads eventually lead to where we were destined to be. So they hit a fork in the road, all they have to do is for once in the last few years be honest with each other. What’s that I read, heading to S.F, coming for our parade or is it just the Grand Marshal you want to see?

    6. You do stupid things in your life, bette was first then Tina, Tina used Henry to hurt Bette. Ending up hurting Henry. Fight for your true love Tina thanks

    9. YaY! Tina finally has some sense. She’s been lacking in that department for a while now.I hope Angelica won’t roll off of Bette and fall on the floor.

    14. great…at least tina knows what she wants…now it’s bette’s turn…and if they both want the same thing then it will be even better

    15. Excellent chapter!!! I loved it!!! It was really heart burning reading about Bette’s reaction to T’s engagement… And now Tina’s realization.. Post soon, please!

    16. incredible! you let me spechless with Tina’s thoughts! this happen when you don’t want to see the reality, because Bette all the time was worthy but the Tina’s hurth don’t let her see this. i can’t imagine what i will said: poor Henry! Tina use him to try to move on Bette! but he isn’t enough and Bette is better than him! the next please this is so so so good!

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