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Love Lost, Chapter 4
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“T… Are you saying you want to get back together with me?” Bette waited with bated breath, terrified to hear the answer.
“Yes. I’m mean, no…” Bette’s heart sunk. “I mean, it’s a lot more complicated than that for me.”
“I – I… don’t understand,” Bette replied, pulling her hand back from Tina’s and shaking her head in hopes it would clear out the confusion. “You just said that you wanted me, but you don’t want to get back together with me.” Tina sighed, having known this would be the most difficult part of the conversation to explain.
“Bette, I am so in love with you it hurts. I want to be with you every second of every day. I want to be held in you arms as we fall asleep at night and wake up in them each morning.” Hope filled Bette with this knowledge. “But I am not naïve enough to think we can just hop back into our relationship like none of this ever happened. We did that before and it left me more confused and vulnerable than I’ve ever been in my entire life, and it left you constantly walking on eggshells. We both became these hollow shells of who we used to be and the fact that we loved each other wasn’t enough. We both lost ourselves and we’re still trying to figure it all out. I don’t want that to happen again. When we do get back together, and I am determined to make that happen, I want it be for good and I want it to be for life.”
There was a long, relaxed silence as each woman allowed this information to sink in.
“So, what do we do now?” Bette asked after a while. Tina sighed, and took Bette’s hand hesitantly in her own once more.
“We take it one step at a time, and more importantly more slowly than before. I want to work on being your friend first.” Bette smiled, then it faltered a bit.
“You know that’ll be easier said than done, I mean considering how we both feel about each other.” Tina’s heart stopped for a second hearing this. She had been so caught up in trying to explain herself and tell Bette she was still in love with her, she hadn’t even given Bette the chance to tell her how she felt.
‘What if she’s not in love with me anymore?’ Tina thought. ‘I haven’t even considered that possibility. I don’t know what I would do if she didn’t love me anymore.’ Despite the love reflecting in Bette’s eyes, she couldn’t help but fear that maybe it was just a figment of her imagination or that perhaps she was reading her wrong. She contemplated these feelings and thoughts and considered how to word her question.
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tina u have alot of work to do soooooooooooo glad u stopped being a dumbass
Wonderful story to read on a Sunday afternoon…thank you.
How in the world did I miss this story? I wonder how Tina will feel when if she finds out Alice was sent to talk her out of the wedding? She will probably laugh about it after a second or two of anger. lol I bet B&T’s eyes are really sore now after so much crying, especially Bette’s if she’s cried for 3 months straight.
bette can make alice happy by telling her about tina’s whereabouts…i’m glad they are willing to work ontheir relationship, just don’t make it too long
A cabin in the woods. Did you mention a bearskinned rug? And no love? I think Bette should be renamed the U.S.S. Constitution, in honor of her resolve as well as the coming holiday. Hail BriTinia, but she would have to show me some fireworks. …but hey, that’s just me, Ms. Fleet Week! …Thanks!
I guess it would be wishful thinking to say this story is based on season 4 spoilers huh? Well anyway I like it alot, can’t wait for the next post.
great story and can’t wait for the next post.
The smartest thing Tina has ever said was to “take it slow.” Well, if they don’t end up making love, could they at least cuddle? I mean, lets keep it real…..if were are to believe that they are so desperately still in love, allow them to spend time holding each other. They probably need that more than an orgasm.
Hey great your saw JB, and very very greta that you posted and Tina and Bette are reuniting, I love them together and with Angel so more soon please…and more sorting out of Tina’s shyt, I wanna hread what drives her to be her, ok?????
So_Gay I am glad that you enjoyed your trip to SF and seeing JB. I wish that I could have been there but alas I was not. Besides Alice being scared out of her mind, I am happy to see the Tibette duo talking. Tina is doing the right thing in taking it slowly and starting out as friends. It is going to be very hard not just jump back into a relationship but taking the baby steps is the right way to go. Thanks for posting and I hope that you get to post soon.
Sorry it set you back a bit to come out our way for the parade, but as you said its sooooo worth it.Now as for your story, awesome, amazed the fog from our bay didn’t affect you at all. This story just keeps getting better. As much as we’d all like them to just get at it, taking it slow is exactly what they need to do.
Just read all the chapters so far and it is a great story.
Ok… I just caught up… And now I am hooked… Tina’s missing allright! She’s missing Bette ;) *jumps up and down exitedly* Yeahyeahyeah! I loooooooooove where this is going… More please? *puppydogface*
So_Gay, just rediscovered this story …. please update when you can… hope all is well. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
I can’t think how i missed this story – but i’ve read all 4 chapters in one go and i have to tell you – i love it – its always disappointing when you read a lot in one go and get to the end to find there is no resolution – yet. but i love where you are going and look forward eagerly to your next chapters – may there be many of them! I’m waiting!
hey! glad you posted, what take so long?
This is good-Tina realized that she does jump from relationship to relatinship. Now her and Bette can work on a friendship first and then eventually get back to being lovers. The only question now is how long will these 2 be able to keep their hands of of one another once they start hanging out everyday like friends often do.
i have the little thought that this new Bette alredy know it! Bette is so understanding with Tina because all the love she has for her!, thanks for this good chapter!
wow…i’m the first…haha…but i don’t know if i’m happy that Bette take Tina back…(sigh~)
No, she’s found!
Hahaha ” Bette, Tina’s missing ” lol yes she missing and Bette too with her. Well this is a good start for them, they talk and work thing out and let be friend and take step by step and do it right for Tina so she not confuse anymore. Hope next chapter they will say goodbye to henryass forever. Post soon please, thanks!