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    Me, I’m Not…2

    Story written on April 22, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    If I knew back then, what I know right now…..

    “Shane and me……..we met a year ago……….god has it been a year?”

     

    She was silent for a moment. She did not mention love. I started the motor and we where gone. Lucky neither Bette nor Tina where around to see us and fill Shane with worry….

     

    “A year….that is long time….when you are so young.”

    “I am not that young.”

    “…Compared to me……….Carmen……… how old do you think I am?”

    “I don’t know…..maybe 33…maybe….35…..maybe younger…”

    “You are kind……36…..”

    “Damn you look good for your age……so what kind of car is this?”

    “A Ferrari 360 Spider. Do you like it?”

    “I have only seen cars like this in movies…never thought I would actually ever be in one.”

    “Glad to impress…..so, how did you meet?”

    “Oh yeah…….well I was interning at this news station nothing big…just something to get my resume to look good….anyway….there she was….doing hair for some author who was being interviewed……..we just………kind of looked at each other……..”

     

     

    Silent again perhaps thinking back to that moment, that clear moment when she met the love of her life…

     

    “Cupid.”

    “Who?”

    “Cupid…aimed arrows….aligned stars…whatever occurred. You knew…….as soon as you saw her didn’t you?”

    “Yes.”

    “Was it the same for Shane?”

    “It was….but Shane is sort of void of feeling sometimes and we wasted a lot of time going round and round about it.”

    “I see.”

    “So Helena how come you got stuck hanging out with all of us. I mean I know why I do…..god forbid Shane should not be around them for a moment of the day……”

    “I see they rattle your nerves as well?”

    “Well it’s not just that…..I don’t know it’s hard to break through sometimes you know?”

    “I do….I suppose it’s because of Alice. She and I became fast friends…..when she was……..”

    “………You hung with her when Dana left her didn’t you?”

    “Yes I did……..are you and Shane attending the get together…”

    “You mean the ashes thing?”

    “Yes.”

    “Shane really wants to go…….which means that I have to go…….”

     

     

    The funeral had been hard on all of us. Whether we liked each other or not, whether we had time enough or space enough, the one thing we all had in common was how much we all liked Dana Fairbanks. She was a wonderful person. I have often felt a sadness that is often really just regret. Regret that I did not know her better to mourn her. I think Carmen felt the same.

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    1. Holy crap.. I’m a Sharmen fan with all my heart, but I just love Helena so much too. The fact that you made a triangle with my three favorite caracters is so fucked.. I don’t know what to feel.. =/ Oh! But I’m loving this!! Yes, I am!

    2. Wow thank you for the dedication! That was awsome! :) Great update, i loved it. Poor Shane though she’s trying to do things right, just a little too late. Anyways who can blame Helena Carmen is FlIPPIN HOT! Love the NIN quote you used for the summary! Can’t wait for the next update!!!

    3. Well I was just getting ready to bed and decided to check the fics again, so glad I have!Original,captivating, fresh as usual!Am I a bad person if I want Shane to find out about Carmen’s little escapade with Helena:DI’m a Sharmen fan all the way and I want Shane&Carmen together no matter what…

    4. I’m finally all caught up. I’ve been reading this fic like a crack addict. Love it. I can totally see Helena being lured into Shane & Carmen’s passionate relationship. Keep it comin’. Great stuff.

    5. hey! just a fantastic update!! i’m actually a sharmen/shalice fan but this is something else i tell ya… you got me hooked mate!!! i do hope shane and carmen will figure things out… but i’m sure you’re gonna put exciting stuff in between eh??

    6. cnt go o bed without reading it… its sooo with it i love youuu and this story…. i woud have liked to know details of what happened with helena and carmen but lol its ok sti;ll loved the update!!

    8. oh my God!!!!!!! This story is so… beautiful!!!!! Sorry, but I didn’t understand… is this a sharmen or a “Carmen-Helena” story? I’m sorry, I didn’t understand… but I hope it’s a sharmen…

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