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    Me, I’m not……

    Story written on April 19, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Three very diffrent lives merge…….

     

    I wanted to get away.

     

     So far away from it all. For some odd reason I decided The Planet was the proper place for a meltdown. With all that had been swirling around with Dana’s death still fresh in our minds, with Bette and Tina and whatever was with them, and Alice….god I felt her sorrow, she didn’t want to talk about Dana….I couldn’t blame her really, of course the other girls all had their own lives, so much so…..that on that particular evening The Planet was void of their presence. I couldn’t have been more grateful. The awkwardness of their reticence to decide whether I was friend or foe on top of all the above mentioned, add my mess with Dylan…..

     

     All I wanted was to be left alone.  

     

    The lovely women of The Planet….they were all dancing in a fever. The crowd thick with limbs, the air sickly sweet with perfume. The staff glad to be rid of their owner and the icebox settings she preferred, god it blended well with my fifth shot of Southern Comfort. The music was angry, pulsing with venom and a rage. Everyone was in a fever…..like some kind of tropical apocalypse. A wonderful way to crash and burn.

     

    That evening I wore the finest that D&G and had to offer. Sleek top made of some kind glittering mesh, sleek jeans. I was dressed to kill. I scanned the crowd and was scanned in return. There was nothing to my liking. I wanted Dylan. I needed Dylan. And I didn’t know how much till she drove off with my bleeding organs tied to the back of her car.

     

    God the music. It spoke to me. Words so close to my ears. That dangerous moment when reason is lost to the rhythm. Who on earth was playing these songs? Who on earth was in a dark place so similar to mine? I needed to know. I needed to ask. And I needed to be told. The crowd parted like the sea’s of sorrow. It seemed to me at the time, that woman after woman walked away from the DJ table wounded. They must have wanted the same answer as I did.

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    2. God I love your stories I’ve been reading them since “Now I’m Nothing”. I love the way you use so many of the NIN lyrics! I got their CD on tuesday it kicks so much ass! Well all of their albums do! Great strory, can’t wait for the next update!

    3. This idea would never be done correctly on the LW thats why I’m glad you’re tackling it. Helena’s attraction to Carmen is hot. Can’t wait to see where you take ’em.

    5. I love this idea! I have always liked Helena and I like the idea of her and Carmen being freinds. But that’s all! Looking forward to reading more, as always your writing is awesome for lack of a better word!

    6. This is awesome…i’ve always liked Helena, it’s really interesting to read this story through her point of view. And I also loved these lines, ‘So young. So blind to how much they love each other. They are so afraid of being apart that they tear themselves apart.’ That describes Sharmen perfectly. Can’t wait for your next update…C.

    8. dude, totally hooked. more please!!! helena and carmen… uhm, well HOT! and the tension and crazyness between shane and carmen… well, interestingly HOT!.. haha.. PPS please!!

    9. woohoo a new story! You know that I love you right? I think i have told like 300 people about your fics. And Carmen and Helena’s love story is totally fine by me!!! I think that they look really cute together. Thank you for a new fic… You are one of the best fan fic writers there is!

    10. hmm…. PERFECT!!!! lol please continue like now!! cause you know like always… im hooked!!! i cant wat for more!!! you know what.. i like sharmen and carmen together but…. you know people need change lol jajaja man Helena and Carmen?!?!!? soooo cool and dferent i love it!!!! i whant something to happened like noe!! lol… i just like Carmen… And ma ni like the way Helena thinks about her like… the way you wrote it it was amazing… i always end up reding it like 4 times cause i like it too much.. you hav a gift my friend and we are all lucky to read that gift jaja take care!! like alwaysadicttosharmen!!!

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