Fan Fiction
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My Realization
Do I really care if Bette is over me? I can’t answer that any other way but in the affirmative.
She was my Bette. She’s always been my Bette. Even now, I still kind of believe that, but I’m slowly starting to come to grips with our reality. I think that in the back of my mind, I always kind of hoped that reconciliation would be possible. And now that I see that some other woman has essentially replaced me in her life, it stings.
Yet, it’s difficult for me to sift through the real reason why it stings. Is it because Bette is no longer in love with me? Is it because she isn’t smiling that way because of me? Is it because my window for reconciliation has probably long since closed? Is it because I made a mistake? Is it because I was so hell bent on making her feel the pain that I felt that I have now lost her forever?
All I can hope for now is that she won’t shy away from a friendship that I would really like to forge with her. It seems like we started off on a really good foot towards that this morning, despite my candid confession. I can’t imagine her completely out of my life, even though I may have tried convincing myself just a short time ago that it was exactly what I wanted.
And I know she would never be completely removed from my life. We have a daughter together for Christ’s sake, we are forever linked, whether we like it or not.
My attention again focused on the annoying voice who was still speaking to me, instructing me to talk to her agents. Fuck. Sometimes this job isn’t worth all the ass kissing it requires. I inquired as to what exactly I should be discussing with her team, and before I knew it, Bette was running to my rescue the way she used to when she could sense that I was beginning to lose my patience.
I watched her as she made her argument as to why Jenny’s agents should choose my studio for her project. My smile was difficult to suppress. She hadn’t done this in so long and I began getting a little nostalgic. It was still flattering, and very sexy to observe.
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trecelovinit says
Wishful thinking on my part that you will deviate a little from the show and let them acknowledge their feelings in the car on the way to Tina’s house….please??? PPS
Querida says
I’m so enjoying this story. Love the way you write.
azmama says
Gosh, you feel as if you want to shake them and tell them to forgive each other and get on w/life together.
Dainty says
Hope you will just let them forgive each other already and get back together. And please before they get bck to Tina’s apartment, please let them tell each other they are still in love with each other and kiss and makeup. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Thanks. Just had to get that out.
lucybelly1 says
Love your writing style. Even though the situation is so emotional, I was cracking up at Tina’s inner thoughts. Thanks for filling in what was missing from the show.
didi1956 says
Love your story.More please.
favcouple says
oh man! I just want to sit them down and get them to see what’s infront of them. Thank you. Excellent.