Cherie:"Help me take this off! will you Shaney?" Cherie points at her bra. I hate the way she calls her Shaney. 

 Shane looks away and obeys Cherie having no other choice. Cherie lays on her stomach and I can’t see her anymore. I can still see Shane on the bed sitting up tight but I can’t see her hand. 

 I hear Cherie’s voice again…

 Cherie:"I love to see you heart broken over me! I remember when you would bring those stupid lily’s for me in the hotel…you know lilies are boring and white…they smelt good when you brought it for the first two days…but everyday…it gets boring….Shaney…you should learn these!" 

 WOAH !! this is verbal torture….I cannot believe someone bringing flowers to me everyday…that’s the sweetest thing to do! I cannot listen to this anymore…I am losing it! how can someone do this to Shane. Does Cherie know that Shane’s mom’s name is Lily…is she doing this on purpose?!?! this is just EVIL…

 Cherie: "I heard you’re not going home with girls for weeks now! I mean I know you can’t love anyone! you just don’t have the heart you know! but I didn’t know you were losing your ability to fuck as well…..whatever! I am sleepy now. Fuck off Shaney" 

 Who said Shane can’t love! Who said Shane doesn’t have the heart!!! she has the heartiest laughter I have ever seen. She’s a lovely person! and indeed she can love! why would she love a bitch like you!! I sooo wish I could say all of this on her fucking face!!

 I look down and see Shane out in the cold with only the beater on, smoking a cigarrett. I can see in the street light that she’s shaking uncontrollably and falls on her knee. I want to just embrace her and hold her right now! and tell her that she can indeed love! tell her that everything will he okay! that this is just a rough patch for her! But the fact that I can’t bothers me soo much. I see her walk back into the house. 

  I let go of a big breath that I never knew I was holding! So many things happened I don’t even know what to think!! Before I can even start thinking I fall asleep!

 tbc