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    Story written on June 10, 2009 by ashtuck.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=73627
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    “i ran. i called the cops, but it didn’t matter. i ran. and i left her there.”

    Helena:

     

    I have twenty bucks on me.  I use it on heroin.  I don’t use heroin unless I have absolutely nothing else.  So, here I am, using my last 20 on heroin.  I can’t stop crying.  Every time, I close my eyes, Bette’s lifeless body calls to me.  I rush home, trying my best not to even blink.

     

    I sit on my bathroom floor when I get home.  I am completely naked.  I look for a vein in my left foot to shoot up in.  I haven’t noticed that I haven’t stopped crying yet.  I find the vein I want and insert the liquid.  I feel it almost immediately.

     

    I think, what if Bette’s dead?

     

    I would never forgive myself if she were dead.

     

    I feel myself passing out and I watch my hands as the blur.  My last thought is that I hope it isn’t a bad batch.

     

    Tina:

     

    I get a call from Kit, telling me to meet her at the hospital.  Something was wrong with Bette.  My heart was in my stomach.

     

    In the emergency room, Bette’s friends, Alice and Shane are waiting.  Alice is silent—and she’s never silent.  Shane’s roughing up doctors for information and Kit is crying.  As I approach, Kit grabs me.

     

    “What’s going on?”

     

    “She was assaulted, Tina.” Alice speaks up, “She’s in a coma.  She has six broken ribs and a fractured skull.”

     

    “They wanted to kill her.” Shane said, “Those fuckers wanted to kill her.”  Shane was pounding her fist into her open palm.

     

    “Who?  Why would someone do that?”  I feel myself becoming weak every second.

     

    I could see in their eyes they knew something they didn’t want to tell me.

     

    “Alice, Shane, and Kit.  Tell me what’s going on.”

     

    The truth begins to unfold, along with my entire life. 

     

    Bette has been cheating on me.

     

    That’s an overstatement.  She’s just living a second life.  With Helena Peabody.

     

    I’ve never met Helena Peabody, but I’ve seen her.  She’s very attractive, but she’s so wild.  Well, at least that’s what I hear.  She doesn’t seem like Bette’s type.

     

    Shane says she’s an addict and that Bette is always looking after her.  A dealer probably beat her up.  Bette does everything for Helena and she’s not even here to see if she’s alive.  I look through the window at Bette.

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    1. YIKES, so Tina found out cause they had no choice. But Helena needs help and I thougth that maybe just maybe she would have not done that stupid thing of getting her fix! But maybe this time with Tina making a threat and knowing that her love is in a coma she might actually do the right thing and get clean for herself and Bette. Bette saved her life and she needs to make right by that! loved it Ash;)

    4. Oh, Helena… This is intense. I’ve been catching up with your stories and I’ve gotta say this has the most angst in it. Great update…:]

    5. This is a truly deep story and choices must be made. Helena did the unthinkable. She left the woman who she claims too love. And for what? A high? Tina did the right thing.She confronted Helena with a promise. Helena needs to see what love looks like and the power behind it. I Can’t wait to read your next update.

    6. So I’ve just finished reading all of your stories and I loved them!!! This story is especially riveting. I can’t get enough and am so glad you’re updting! PPS

    8. F**k!!! ok, didn’t see that coming! you had me rooting for bette and helena in this story ash but what she did there – unforgivable! Junkie or not, no excuses, i’m hoping now Bette tells her to piss off and makes things right with Tina! pps!

    9. Gosh I’m so mad with Hel’s how could she leave Bette like that after she comes save her crack ass . I hope this will open her eyes, too bad something terrible had to happen first. And she better watch out cause I really think Blonde Bimbo isn’t finished with her yet. Great update Ash.

    11. OMG, HELENA didn’t leave Bette after she rescue her, did she? she need help any so hopefully peggy will find out as well and send helena in Rehab. Tina is a good girl she has to forgive Bette for her double life and help her heal. PPVS

    12. OMG Ash… OMG [b]hugs[b] that was one of the most painful and honest scenes I have ever read or experienced in my entire life… I could feel the cracks… the pulls the fear that anguish… then the numbness as that liquid swims its way through my I mean Helena’s veins… OMG I can feel everything you write… you are fucking amazing my love… just fucking amazing… I love you my friend, JC (PS – yeah about that email… also if you get a chance check your PM box lady… LOL… merry christmas LMAO)

    13. Oh My! Poor Bette; fractured skulla nd broken ribs. She was certainly there for Helena and i ddin’t think Helena would stay arouond and help Bette I at least thought she would get her some help. Hopefully Bette comes out of this coma soon and with her memory in tact. But the big questions are if she awakes will Tina be able to forgive her for being w/ Helena behind her back? Will Bette be able to forgive Helena for leaving her there? Will Helena finallt get the help she needs and be able to forgive herself for getting high instead of getting Bette help? So many questions, pps! Thanks for another great update Ash!

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