“Yea…my job… my money… and Cat?”

“Its not like I had a choice in getting your fucked up job… or money… you left and screw everything … they wanted to kill Cat… but you knew, that was going to happened didn’t you?… and you left… you didn’t care…” Carmen started crying

“No.. I didn’t know they wanted to kill her”

“Oh you knew… you knew after you took their money they were going to go after us… you fucking knew”

“Shut the fuck up Shane”

“NO!! you shut UP!! You’re a fucked up bitch you always do this… ruin things… you’re the biggest mistake of my life!! I hate you… you have taken away everything from me… EVERYTHING!!! And I’m not gonna give you Cat once again…No” Carmen looks scared and she doesn’t speak

“What the fuck are you talking about Shane huh?… You think you can take me huh?… I do what the fuck I want and you can’t stop me” she got in my face “Cat is mine… deal with it”

“You think you just gonna come back and everything is going to be handed back to you… like you never left … like nothing changed… well guess what?…. things DO change Cherie… they do…”

“Well let’s see about that Shane… lets see……. come on Cat we are going back home” Carmen was surprised by this and looked at Cherie. A car came in front of her “Cat come on” Carmen looked at me with tears in her eyes then at Cherie back and forth

“You don’t have to go with her… you don’t” she started crying harder

“I can’t Shane… I have to”

“No… You don’t”

“Yes I do” Cherie is in the car now

“I’m waiting Cat… and I don’t like to wait, you know that” she starts going towards her

“Cat… Cat.. Please…” I start crying now. I cant help it.. Everything was fine god!!!…

“Shane… this is the best thing for everyone ok?ok?… bye” she gets in the car and drives away.

I fell to the floor crying not wanting this to happen… of all the fucked up things in the world, this was the most fucked up…. Cherie and Carmen… I can’t stop the tears from falling… I hold my face in my hands… I want to die…. Its starts to rain… again… I don’t care… I just want to get away from this, forget this ever happened… But I can not forget her… never… Carmen is always in my mind, no matter what… I feel sick, I feel week… If  I ever imagine how dying feels… it would be exactly like this… this feeling of hate that the other Shane was talking about… broken heart… I guess this is what Carmen felt like huh? when i left her?This thought alone makes me feel sick and disgusted about my self… so I cry and when I try to stand up everything turns blank

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