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    Over me: Chapter 4

    Story written on December 11, 2006 by Pulse_79.
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    Ethan is a mess and Alice and Dana talk.

     

    I tried to look encouraging, although I felt as if she was about to rip my heart out. Her face was tense, her brown eyes darting away from mine.

     

    “Go on, please.”

     

    She sighed deeply, and continued speaking; the long-buried words tumbling out of her:

     

    “One moment I was so happy, so incredibly happy and then just like that it was over. I blamed myself entirely.” Our eyes finally met, and I felt ashamed at the pain I had caused her that was registering in her gaze. “I lost my best friend and-“ Her voice caught “-my lover at the same time.” I couldn’t tear my eyes away from her. “And the worst part was it didn’t seem to really touch you, Dana. You had Lara…you didn’t need me and I just felt so utterly rejected, used even…” Tears were filling her eyes now. “Like, quirky Alice, good for a few laughs, a few fucks but hell, you wouldn’t want to hang around!”

     

    I swallowed. “I wish I could take it back, Al…”

     

    She shook her head slowly. “Well you can’t, you can’t and I really don’t want to do this, Dana…”

     

    I reached over and took her hands in mine, trying to control my emotions, feeling them form a lump in my throat.

     

    “It wasn’t your fault. It was me…”  She bit her lip, shaking her head again as if to free her of my words. “Yes it was… No one-No one had ever loved me like you did, Al. No one made me feel that way. I got scared, like I didn’t deserve it – I ran away from it before I could fuck it up.”

     

    I stroked her hands in mine, willing her to believe me. She looked deep into my eyes.

     

    “I loved you too much, Dana? Is that what you’re saying?” Her voice grew stronger. “You know, maybe you should be honest with yourself – I think you wanted more than me, Dane…”

     

    This time I was shaking my head. She put her fingers on my lips to stop me interrupting her.

     

    “Listen to me. I think you got the confidence you needed through me, through us and then you started looking around, thinking about the one that got away… Isn’t that true?”

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    3. This story is so engaging, and wow, Miss Dana is gonna have some ‘splainin to do to Miss Lara. I can’t believe that she’d be really ready to go back to Miss Alice (at least yet)…which is why I love the drama of this fic! Keep it up keep it up!

    5. Brilliant – truely amazing. I loved the bit about Tina’s home birth and when the entire Betty group got shot at the gig. Truely mavalous!. Btw, can you still be Britta filters, I am a little worried helena is going to be short of cash!

    14. Ok….all caught up. This kicked ass my friend. Wow. Thanks for the Danish lovin’ and how about we kill off that fucker, Ethan??? Yeah? Cool. This was awesome! PPS

    15. Fucking amazing! I love this story, and I just caught up with it. Please tell me you are updating soon, because with a chapter that hot, I think I can handle a little dramatic aftermath…as long as it’s not too horrible!! Oh, btw, Ethan Rayne? You a Buffy fan by chance? ;-)

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