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QUE SERA SERA- Chapter 19
The sensual ache between her legs sweetly flickered to life again but this time it planted a seed of doubt in her mind…
It was an ache that she suddenly realised Helena had never satisfied when they were seeing each other…
The thing is, she wasn’t sure that it was one that Henry could satisfy either…
The butterflies in her stomach continued to play unconcernedly and her heart ached sorely…
She sat in the quiet darkness thinking for what seemed like ages…
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Glancing over at Angelica, she finally stood up without a sound and hugged her stomach again…
She could see a hint of light coming from under the door as she moved closer…
“Bette?” she called, knocking softly…
Turning the doorknob, she entered quietly…
Her heart started to pound loudly in her chest again as she leaned back against the door to press it softly shut…
She could see Bette still wrapped in her white robe, fast asleep on the bed and the beating in her chest seemed to grow louder…
The bedside lamp was still on and it cast a dull yellow glow around the rest of the room…it was as if nothing had changed and all she had to do was to just get undressed and crawl into bed next to Bette…
As she neared, her eyes began to fill up with hot, stinging tears that seemed to come from nowhereland…
Her throat closed up and her heart ached deeply…
Swallowing, she tried to suppress the lump that was beginning to form there and proceeded to pull the quilt covers up from the bottom of the bed, lovingly securing them around Bette…
She could smell Bette’s familiar smell all over the room and her heart warmed…
Wiping at her eyes, she then gently lifted Bette’s arm to tuck the covers under it…
Bette was still clutching her cell phone in her hand and Tina crinkled her brow, she couldn’t help smiling at how many times the same thing had happened before…
She lifted the cell and it was temptation this time that made her heart begin to pound uncontrollably again.
God, what am I doing in here?! She suddenly thought…
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I am so conflicted. What do you expect from a hurting Tibetter posing as a bi-shipper . I mean, I tuned in for my Belena/Helebette fix partially because I enjoy the pairing…partially because I think T still needs punishment . But, what do I find? Emotions all over the place…Bette decisions..decisions. I am sorry I don’t think Tina is really settled in her mind. I think there is love there, but a bit of jealousy and confusion. She is afraid that what B&H have may “stick”. I still don’t think she can yet trust B….trust herself enough to open herself up fully…not just intimately with B. Regarding your question: Didn’t you notice someone following you a few weeks ago….Mwahahahah! Just kidding, I was scrolling thru the MBs a number of weeks ago and was surprised to find that tidbit of info *wink*. Nesha, I think if you go ahead and reveal this “we” would definitely increase readership and win the Winter award. What do you think? Ok, ok…I’ll leave it alone :0)!
ok, I know it may not seem like it from my comments but I really am a Tibette fan in MOST cases. In this story however, it would not hurt my feeling if B ended up with Hel. Tina is in this story, as she is on the show very confused. she also seems to know that she has Bette wide open and because of this fact, she can do whatever she wants to do and Bette will always forgiive her and take her back. well I am sick of that damn pattern and I hope that in your story Bette makes Tina work for her love.
Oh Nesha….You are killing me….I, like Helena, am heartbroken and devastated…(Sniff, wipes tears, head hung low). Please post soon. Put me out of my misery.
OK, you’re playing with me now. You almost made me feel bad for Tina. Almost! But I still don’t trust her. Something is up and she’s gonna hurt Bette.
my my Nesha…you’re playing with fire with this chapter…of course you beautifully written how easy it isn’t for Bette to let go of Tina…but I fear for your life after the rest of the BeLeners read this…don’t worry…I have you back……WWWAAAAYYYYYYYY over here in the states…but I have it! hahahahaha Can’t wait for more of this..as for mine…yea…I need to work on that..hehehehe
Nesha, this was…well gotta think this over, come back to you when I’m ready to comment.
Nesha, this was one hell of chapter girl, you’ve guided me through all kinds of feelings. You can’t blame neither of them for feeling the way they do, that’s something you can’t control. You know either way someone will get hurt and you only hope that it will be the third one, whether you like them or not. I’ll add a comment that I already placed on arkaycee’s story: in my opinion, and I know this by own experience, you have the same feelings when you’re cheating, or when you’re cheating on your partner. Both ways you think that you are to blame, you feel filthy, you feel lost, not worth the other one, that’s the thing that constantly goes through your mind. The ‘Two faces have I’ feeling comes later. You can have a lifetime with your partner, you can easely tell her that you will love her forever, which of course you mean from the bottom of your heart, but you can’t say I will never cheat on you. You can only say I’ll do the utmost to prevent me from cheating on you. To lighten up the mood a bit, hey what kind of an cliffhanger is this ‘Alarm bells went of big time….” FUCK!…Where is that next chapter huh.
I wish you could see thru my computer cause I can’t get this smile off my face. You gave us Tibetter’s some hope (I have a feeling you still may bow to the pressure of the Belena’s and break our hearts) but for right now we have sliver of hope. I think Helena might have overheard that conversation between them. Please don’t let Bette find her and say she didn’t mean what she said to Tina. Let her tell Helena it was great while it lasted but her heart is with Tina. Let Tina get Henry and his lil dick out of her system and let these girls get on the very long path of finding themselves and each other.
Oh there’s some caramel dip in it if you make that happen captain.
loved the chapter. not feeling b&t, but understand how old habits die hard and what’s the saying, you don’t miss the water until the well runs dry…yeah, that’s it…h was there to pick up the pieces, let her enjoy the fruits of her bette. can’t wait for the next post. lovely, just lovely.
Danger, Danger! Please, please, please for Bette’s sake I hope that Helena did not hear any portion of that conversation b/w B and Tina. If she did Bette has a lot of expaining to do. Her feelings are so raw right now and I don’t think she is in a place to take Tina back or stop things w/ Helena. I guess we have the answer to Hels questions about her and Tina being friends again—NO! Tina is playing dirty here. Didn’t she just screw Henry b/c Bette rejected her? If so her head is so messed up. Tina still doesn’t know if she wants men or women all she knows is that she wants Bette and tha’s only b/c Bette wants Helena. Tina says that she’ll wait for Bette for as long as it takes but the other night she couldn’t even wait hour before banging Henry again. Nehsa- guess i wasn’t the only one who was hoping that Tina and Henry scene was some sort of flashback. Well now what is Bette going to do. She needs to be quick on her feet and find Helena and explain what I think Helena might of just overheard. Post soon lady, I’m on the edge of my seat here.
I love the last 2 chapters. =)I can’t believe I missed a chapter.I feel bad now.. Sorry Sis *BIG HUG*
Argh!!!! Leaving us hanging hun, shame on you. I actualy feel really bad for Helena, and Im not likeing Tina at the mo – “bisexuality is so gross” :-) but she seriously needs to get a grip. Keep posting cause im hooked.
wow…ummmm….wow. Defiantely playin with fire this chapter friend,dont get burned LOL. First you got tina with henry then she takes helena’s woman ( yes i said Bette was Helena’s woman :) ) I feel bad for helena though cuz she was probably there when they kissed and that is something really horrible to walk in on. Especially after all that stuff helena and bette went through. So now you really need to post like in the next couple of minutes cuz the suspense is killing me
As much as i luv drama. pls tell me Bette n Helena wil get together eventually~~~they r juz so meant to be
OK, now that my placement is secured, I’ll place a nice pillow on the floor for your bum after you get dropped from the top :D
AHAHAH I’m SOOO first!! but I have to go read something else before any fun reading :( oh well!! FIRST pacific time zone rocks
There are so many stores open all nite here that you can almost think it daytime. I’ll even dip into the Halloween candy if you keep posting these wonderful stories. How can Tina expect Bette to just jump into bed with her when she knows what she is doing. I dont think Tina is a “HO” she relly needs help. She can’t just butterfly from bed to bed and woman to man. Her boytoy is stupid to just let her come and go at will. Okay the candy and ice cream is waiting. thanks
Hmm! I don’t know what to say! Like someone already mentioned, you make all the characters likeable and I find myself empathising with them all! But there is a world of hurt going around here and as much as I’d like to see that stop, I do understand all 3 of them need to resolve it all. Belena or Tibette, your writing is fluid, the descriptions elaborate and the emotions raw. Loved it and can’t wait for more, Thanks!!!
OK, this is why people should NOT NOT have hope. It causes their imagination to go wild and then they act on them, doing “crazy” things. Makes you want to slap yourself on the forehead. AND!! I was afraid you were going to end it like that!! All good…I belong to no ship. I like my emotions being thrown in dryers and other machines that move in raging motions
oh great youve posted. i thought you would have posted sooner like you did last week but i’m glad to see your update. so crazi stuff going on between our ladies. i’m worried about bette. she seems to be getting all the raw deals but then again the 3 of them are. i don’t know which of your characters i like now nesha. i like them all and i want all of them to stop hurting so much. good chapter. liked it a lot and post soon.
no wayy… tina had hurted bette n seh will keep doing it….Helena is the 1 for bette. at least she never hurt bette in the way tat tina did
Oops-a-daisy ! Bette’s in trouble again. Well, that was indeed one hell of a chapter ! I’ve absolutely loved it. This is just getting better and better. Now, I know I’m so late to comment ( because I’ve been away for a couple of weeks ) but what conforts me at least is that I shouldn’t have to wait too long for your next little gem now, right ? Anyway, don’t torture us Nesha, please post as soon as you can ! And thanks again !