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QUE SERA SERA- Chapter 27
It was a nice and safe feeling and she couldn’t help but empathise with the turmoil that was probably going on in Tina’s mind right now. She felt her own body and senses digressing…
“Are you ok?” Bette asked protectively, suddenly deeply worried about her baby’s mother.
Tina nodded and smiled gently.
“You were out there for a while after he left…” Bette’s eyes unexpectedly began to sting and she found herself trying to hold back ensuing tears at the pain she could suddenly imagine that Tina, this beautiful kind woman she’d loved, protected and cherished for eight long years was going through.
She could easily reopen her floodgates for Tina. All she had to do was take her in her arms and never let her go. It was as easy as that.
But yet some immense, indescribable feeling inside of her didn’t want her to do that lest she would struggle to swim and eventually drown. She didn’t know if she would ever be able to erase from her mind the great Colossus of Henry, personification of what she was not and could never be to Tina. Maybe Tina felt the same way about Candace.
“I needed to clear my head…” Tina explained.
Bette nodded understandingly. She could feel Tina’s eyes studying her face.
Silence.
“Tina…look…about last night…I’m sorry…” Bette sighed wearily and looked away.
“What are you sorry for?”
“This is hard for both of us, I know…” Bette continued.
“Don’t be sorry…” Tina whispered and smiled gently into her eyes.
“But I am Tina. It shouldn’t have happened.”
“But it did happen Bette. Don’t say you’re sorry. Don’t take it away from us. It happened because it was meant to happen.” Tina said softly.
“Tina, you just broke up with Henry…”
“I don’t want to talk about Henry,” Tina interrupted, looking at her watch and jumping to her feet, “Shoot, look at the time! I’m so late!”
“You don’t wanna talk about Henry?!”
“Bette I’ve got to go now. I’m late. I was on my way out the door when Henry came by. I was gonna take Angelica with me but you’re early, are you ok to look after her or do you want me to take her with me?”
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(34 votes, average: 3.47 out of 5)
Aah, drama! Heartache! Bette loves Helena, hooray! But I still wonder who was after Helena (the poor girl)… loved your joke, btw. lol. And to answer your question, I’d continue reading whether there was a massive cliffhanger at the ends of your chapters or not. ;)
YAY youre back and lets goo and eat some icecream and lots of it.this sucks if bette tells helena she loves her not tina.oh well that is life.p.p.s.
Wow awesome! Bette needs to call in some reinforcements and go after her woman!
so helena is alive lol good i was worried. i dont know if i like tina. sometimes i like her but im not sure if she is a good person or if she is out to hurt bette. like in this chapter it was as if she was so nice and i liked her but then at the end she rushed off to meet the person she was on the phone to in the other chapter. whats all that about? you’ve got me hooked to find out nesha. and bette loves helena? very nice. i want to see if helena will accept bette loving her or what will she say. will she be angry. and i still wondering if bette slept with tina? you need to write another chapter soon nesha.
Beautiful weather.except yesterday a big West Texas Dust storm came through. here. Close D/FW airport down for 9 hrs. Tina got fired, Bette told Helena she loved her Henry gave Tina back to Bette and some nut was trying to break Helena door down. Lady you are on a roll. Just post soon Would like to see if Helena heard Bette. and what is Go name is Tina trying to do. thanks
Why do you torcher me so? You build my hopes up and then this. Betrayal,Angst,Fear,Rage and Love. Damn I like where you are going with this. Just outstanding writing on your part,and hopefully we will not have to wait too long for your next post. As for my name maybe one day we can talk about it.
…………NoooooOOOOOoooo! Those welcomes were done out of anger and pain! the opposite of welcome! so Bette and Tina better not take them *glare* or…wipe their feet clean first *glare* (I’m rooting for a Belena, though. I still don’t trust Tina :x) Anywho, you still have a lot of explaining to do!! and I know how much you miss being second, so I’ll play…FIRST :D
First, let me say: hehehe…camel condoms…..Secondly, personal comments to herself….the girl is a star in her own universe….LOL!! Thirdly, Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! This is crazy!! My heart was pounding…Who is trying to beat down the door? Oh, I was so glad she made it to Bette’s…but then ahhhhhhh, what the L? Helena has the absolute worst timing on the planet. Just where does she think she’s going? B appears to still be quite conflicted and the whole triangle has become even more convuluted. Come on, Nesha….PPS!
Hee, that is a funny joke. Thanks for sharing.Wow, I really don’t like Tina. She needs to just accept the fact that Bette belongs with Helena and step aside. There are no ifs, ands, or buts about it.Okay, so you wouldn’t seriously kill off Helena . . . Would you? And no, I wouldn’t kick your booty if you did, but I would be severely unhappy about it. I just don’t want anything bad to happen to Helena.Anyway, excellent update. Can’t wait to find out what happens next.
okay, i’m really getting tired of tina, i’m just saying…okay, and can you tease of anymore about this stalking thing…i think that you are enjoying this…com’on don’t be like that…more, more, PLEASE! and please allow B&H to talk, they can’t keep running away…we, i mean they, need clarity…lol!!!
Helena is such a hot head. Please Helena cool your jets and trust your woman. Thanks Nesha for the update
God, you’re good at this !!!! These cliffhangers of yours… Wow ! They’re gonna kill me of course, but I must be masochistic ’cause I just love them. Now, granted Helena has every right to be upset, but this time I feel sorry for Bette as well, because she must be soooo frustated at how things went there : not only didn’t she get a chance to talk to Tina and solve anything with her ( especially since I’m sure she wanted to tell her she had finally decided who she wanted to be with : Helena ), but once again, Helena overheard things that were taken out of their context and of course words that didn’t leave much up to interpretation… Not to mention, she still doesn’t know what has actually happened between B & T and what were the circumstances of the “deed”. In fact, now I confess I too would like to know what has happened because we were left to make a lot of asumptions there… Did Tina manipulated her ? Was Bette so exhausted and so confused that she couldn’t think right and just “let it happen” ? … Actaully, I have so many questions…OK, now Nesha, you cannot let Bette let Helena go like this, especially right after Helena ran away from some lunatic… And who was it anyway ?… I WANT TO KNOW !!… Oh, but I forgot, of course Bette doesn’t know that either. OK, those two need to have a serious conversation and not in… sign language this time ( lol ! ).Bette, Bette, Bette, you’d better come up with a veeeeeerrry good explanation of this mess here ’cause you’re on a highway to “L”, dear… And I’m afraid Helena is gonna have a hard time accepting the fact that Bette could (and should) have come clean and told Helena the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth that very morning when she barged into Helena’s house ( even though I’m pretty sure Bette doesn’t really know or understand herself what has happened with Tina ). Don’t make us wait too long for answers, Nesha, it’s excruciating…
No, NO, NO…..Nesha, why are you stopping? I Bette wishes that she could hit a rewind button on her life and not sleep w/ Tina the other night. But then maybe she would never have figured out that she was i love w/ Helena if she didnt. So just where is Helena going? She can’t go back to the house b/c there is some maniac there? Who the hell is Giles anyway; did i miss that somewhere? So let’s see, Bette’s heart is breaking; Helena’s heart is broken and Tina’s heart is soon to be broken when she realizes she doesn’t have a sho w/ Bette anymore. I don’t know who i feel worse for. I’m not letting you off the hook that easy Nesha. you owe me some answers here. I give you credit for answering the questions about the Tina and Henry situation but then you piled on 50 more new questions so no fair. Back to computer to type and i mean now missy. Please post soon Nesha; i just love your writing and this story has me on the edge of my seat. One more question: did Helena ever call the police and tell them some whack job was trying break into her place? She might want to do that before Bette goes back there looking for her.
1st… yay… And I really hope Bette means it!!! No turning that back, because I’m not far away from UK either !!! ;-) And, girl, you’ll have a lot of reading ahead tonight ;-) PPPA
Ok, Bette loves Helena, we know that now because she shouted it. But Bette loves Tina too, so we’re back to where we started, aren’t we. The hardest things in life are the choices we have to make and the choice between one partner or another is the most difficult one. That song I once mentioned to you ‘Torn Between Two Lovers’ is popping up again in my head. Bette definitely has to make a choice between the two of them otherwise she’ll end up having no one in the end. Loved the way how you brought that dilemma to us, as usual it touched me deeply. Thanks so much luv.
Another really good chapter.I want to know who is after Helena, you could give us a small clue.BTW thanks for the funny joke ;)
Hehehe great joke, thanks for sharing. Another fabulous chapter, i feel so sorry for Helena right now, Bette needs to prove her love for her. Tina needs to jump off a very high building! And now who the bloody hell is after Helena?! So much to think about, i love it! Can’t wait for more! Thanks babe!
My masterpiece, though? Hardly. Thanks for continuing to stroke my ego (because I certainly don’t mind!), but I hardly think I deserve it. God, Nesha, that was intense. And, of course, I’m all confused because I know that, being a Tibetter and all, I SHOULD be rooting for Tina, but I really am not that fond of her… You know it’s wonderful when you have me questioning! PPS, babe, because I can’t wait to see where this is going!
Dang girl you really know how to add drama don’t you? Ok ou didn’t kill Hel”s that’s good but I’m with Kijuma I’m gonna come to the UK if you don’t fix those two. B & H belong together period no matter what DaQueena Tina thinks or wants, she’shad her chance and blew it so be it, too bad for her. And who’s the maniac at Hel’s door???? PPS
Its certainly a credit to your writing, Nesha, if it makes me feel *this* bad for Helena! Honestly, Bette needs to stop this, and I’m understanding her less and less. She really looks like she wants the best of both worlds, I think. Like I said, if its making us readers feel strongly about the characters’ actions, then its because the writing is such high-quality :) Thanks