Tina:  Sania keep going.  I told you I will be alright and please don’t do anything irrational.  I beg you.  Just forget it and I will see you back at the ranch.  I promise you.

Sania looked back at her with tearful eyes and started running up the hill and calling her horse. 

Her mind was racing.  She was confused and very upset too.  She was still unsure of why had Dodger reacted in such a manner.  He was really a strange man.

Why did he snatch the rug off her, and tried to take her necklace too?  What’s it to him?  Sania was talking to herself still feeling very upset worried about her boss. 

Does he know something about me?  Does he know where my parents are?  Does he know who gave me the necklace?  How could he and why him?  And why do I think that I look like him?  And those hands!!  Fucking hell. 

Sania looked at her hands as if seeing them for the first time.  She wanted to compare them with what she’d seen.  She kept turning them over and over again.  She was desperate to deny the likeness.  They can’t be.  They are not the same, no way.  She didn’t want to be related to that man by any means.  She was shaking her head and her eyes were really hurting her and her nose was running.  She was a mess and she had a thumping headache.

She found the horse and with such anger she got on top of it and rode it with such force urging it to go faster and faster. 

She wanted to forget about everything she saw and heard.  But obviously she couldn’t.  She was still thinking.  

But my god, they are looking awfully like his and that black spot he had looks exactly like the one she has and often wondered about in the past.  She often wondered about the dark spot on the top of her hand.  It must have been a birthmark or something.  She wondered if she would be recognised by her real mother from seeing that spot on her.  She so wanted it to be her saving grace but right now she was not sure.  She was not sure of anything anymore.

She thought she was delusional.  He couldn’t be my father?  Not a criminal like him.  No he is not my father.  He is not my father.  I don’t want him to be my father.

No, no, no.  She started to scream and the horse thought she was ordering him to go faster.  There was no way he could even if he tried.  She was losing it.

But what if he was my father; does he know where my mother is then?  Why was he acting weird if he had nothing to do with me?  He must be hiding something.  He must be.

Sania reached the ranch feeling really exhausted and out of breath.  She was very scared and very confused.  She was shaking her head from left to right refusing to believe.  She didn’t know what to think anymore.  She was still very puzzled by him and her headache was getting worse.  She didn’t know what to do next.  She couldn’t call the police and jeopardise Tina and Dave’s chances.  She went to her room and started pacing up and down wringing her hands and feeling very unsure.

The man was dangerous and he could carry out his threats.  My god what am I going to do?  I couldn’t just ignore what had happened and act as if everything was fine.  I must tell Mr Kennard.  He has the right to know what was happening to his daughter.

And America oh no!  Oh my god America.  Will I couldn’t tell her anything of course.  I will just drive her to school and hope that she wouldn’t ask to see Tina before she goes.  I wish I could go back and get Tina out of there.  Dammitt.  Fuck you Dodger, go to hell.  I hate you.  I fucking hate you.