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    Reconciliation Part 13

    Story written on November 8, 2008 by Squirl.
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    She tried to contain her emotions but after two years of being locked up, her tears flowed like a river and she sobbed in Helena’s arms.

    Dylan paused, shook her head and added, “I hated being in that house. To escape I would hang out with one of my classmates, Janie. I hoped I could sleep over and be a part of that family.  Her family seemed perfect until her older brother, Sam, wanted to show me his, if I would show him mine. Anytime I went over there to visit he would pull at my clothes and try to kiss me. He was probably about 22 and I was maybe about 13. I kept him at bay most of the time and my friend kind of protected me from his endless passes. He constantly accused us of being lezzies and dykes. I didn’t even know what that was back then. No matter how crazy that was, it was far better than what was happening in my house.”

    Dylan smiled when Helena turned back around to face her. She continued, “I guess Janie was my first girl crush. I didn’t know it then but she probably was. She had the cutest biggest dimples, curly blond hair and big blue eyes. It felt good being around her. Yea, she was my first girl crush.” Helena smiled as she reflected back on her first girl crush.

    “Her brother Sam wasn’t the only one trying to get into my pants. My step father, Jimmy Joe Johnson, a big burly tattooed biker with really bad body order, thought he was entitled to help himself to whatever was in the house. He would try to come into my bedroom whenever I came out from taking a bath. He would buy me little gifts and flirt with me. I was uncomfortable around him and just wanted to be as far from him as possible. One night after partying and fighting with my mother, he let himself into my room. I guess he thought I would console him. I smelled him before I felt or saw him. He tried to run his hands between my legs. I pushed him off me and kicked at him. He thought it was fun and just laughed and kept coming at me. He had his pants unzipped and I could see his dick hanging out. I was terrified of him and what he was planning to do. I was able to free myself and run to my friend’s house.  I slept all night on her front porch. After that I hated going home. I couldn’t sleep for fear he would try it again. I lost my appetite and I started doing poorly in school. A couple of teachers thought I had anorexia nervosa and sent me off to the school counselors. They focused in on what they thought was my problem with my body image. For fear of retribution at home, I didn’t tell them about what was happening in my house. After awhile, I got up the courage to I tell my mother. Instead of being sympathetic, she accused me of flirting with him and threw me out the house.” Dylan shook her head and snorted, “What a total loser she was. I don’t know why I  thought she would have responded any differently.”

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    1. Squirl, that was a truly an introspective and creative review of the challenges Dylan may have faced as a child/teenager. Her experiences clearly may have led her to succumb to Danny’s exploitative demands due to a fear that Helena’s love was temporary. I am so glad to see that Helena was able to respond emotionally to Dylan’s story – I was fearful that she would remain cold and distant. I hope that IC handles their reconnection as eloquently this season – I’m keeping my expectations very low for the actual show to avoid the risk of being disappointed yet again. Do I get to hope for a reconnection date or romantic evening in the future for these two??? Hugs, East

    2. OMG Squirl, you have just givin that line “the truth will set you free” a whole new concept. For Dylan to let all that out to one person all at once is most likely the first time she has ever done that and also the first time she has ever looked that deep inside herself. Helena would be wise to evaluate her own feelings before she says or dose to much. That was hard to read and a very powerful cleansing experience of truth. Thank you, Md

    4. Wow this was hard to read, it was so filed with emotions I had to swallow a couple of times myself. It all makes sense now and I hope Dylan is sincere and Helena is willing to give her another chance, afterall deep down inside she knows she still loves Dylan. Thanks for writing us this story, this is what should have got (or hopefully will get) in the show. Great job Squirl !

    5. Welcome JC, then Latin nephew. I have missed and now welcome your master’s thesis evaluation of my stories. Actually you often give me insight into my own stories, so I am happy to see your “long winded response” to my even more long-winded story. And BTW you do make sense. Thanks

    6. I finally-finally had some time to sit down with a nice hot cuppa coffee and catch up on my reading. (: Wow, Squirl, this was such a beautiful and moving chapter. Personally, I never quite liked Dylan in the show, she seemed so cold. But in your story, you have managed to bring to life the “humaness” I wish I had witnessed of her in the show. Thank you for letting into another dimmension of this pairing. (: Just amazing. I’m really looking forward for more to come. (:

    7. J.C. was so right He hit it right on the head. Dylan was one of ,y faorite persons. She and Helena was so right for each other. It was like IC didn’r want Helena to be happy. Dylan was one of the best . Maybe Helena can forgive and not be such a hard core person thanks

    8. Hello My Friend… first let me say that I feel like the biggest douchbag going… I have been meaning to catch up and catch up and catch up on this story of yours so much… I feel like such an A-hole cause Everytime I had some time and energy it was taken from me and I feel like I have failed you as a reader and a friend and I am sorry for that. But I have caught up finally; you have this unique gift to get inside your characters so deeply and with such a fierce passion that it becomes sometimes hard experience to read the inner thoughts and inner workings that you so powerfully display through your words, you take minuet details, minor pieces of body language, gestures, a millisecond glimpse and you create incredible profiles of humanity. Your ability to exercise each emotion within each character and create a real sense of retribution and redemption is awe inspiring. Each glimpse you gave us of Dylan’s past only served to build a more enchanting character, an all to human character that no matter what your stripes are in life is someone you know…. Someone you might even love and care for. Everytime Dylan pushed forward with her story you could feel not only her emotional well build up to that climactic moment when she finally uttered the words ‘I Love You’ to Helena, you also showed us just how the walls that hold up Helena can just as easily crash down, for not only did she blame Dylan for breaking her heart, but for also making her lose her way in life, her very identity, and yet here we are face to face, both souls unbearably touched by each others sacrifices, damages and love, only to what; Find out who they truly are… some say that Bette and Tina are soulmates, they were destined to be together no matter what no matter the trials and tribulations… but you my friend have crafted a tale of real Soulmates, the ones who never realize who they were or who they are or who they will be until they are broken, shattered and completely vulnerable and exposed. That is the sure sign, when you have nothing left in your life, but complete desolation and the only thought you have no matter how painfully hard it is, is a single name, and here it was ‘Dylan’ and ‘Helena’ for they each tore each others souls apart and never realized that the only way to heal them was to admit, and feel again… wow… I am so sorry that was such a long winded response that most likely made no sense but yeah, you completely rock and roll my friend, and once again I am so sorry to have let you down by not being here for you, love and hugs, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels)

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